Love and Insight

In Perfect Harmony Together

2011-10-21T13:30:00.001Z

Hello dear friend,

Thank you all for your bountiful birthday blessings; I wanted to return your kindness with a gift to you of my love and my loving words flowing from my bardic blog, and also to share the stunning gift John gave me that you see here.

This beautiful rose-pink, towering glass vase speaks to my spirit of the sparkle and glow of a life lived in openness and child-like wonder, and reminds me to look at my life through rose-tinted glasses, which will surely escalate me into an ecstatic spiral up into my rosy garden of heaven.

The golden-yellow, happy sunflower reminds me of how to we can open our soul and being to our world, drinking in sunlight as an elixir of our vital essence, never with a thought that we would be denied the favour and support of the great luminous light of our Universal shining Self.

And so, magically and without thought as to how, my yellow sunflower and pink vase urged me to play, as I adorned myself in my new ‘Save the Queen’ birthday dress - a bargain from ebay! And with a fine dash and twirl of scarves, ribbons and jewels, we, somehow have all come together harmoniously as one rosy picture; I feel like a fairy queen!

So, dear friend, I invite you to dance with me, as we dance with all, through the rhythm our heart, through play with light in rapturous appreciation and glow, as our lives all orchestrate themselves in such perfect synergy.

In Love and Splendour,

LeelaLight

Life Is The Occasion

2011-04-25T14:18:00.003Z

Hello dear friend,

How would it be to live your life every day as though it were a celebration, a unique event… a special occasion? I wonder at what amazing feelings you would tap into and how that would flow for you?

When you live like this, full of magic, expectancy and wonder, you are ready for anything: you are saying loudly and passionately to your universe, 'I am beautiful and so are you, and if we get together in this way, anything is possible'. You are getting in to the mode of ecstatic Living, and you open the door to inviting serendipity to be your frisky playmate.

One of the ways to invite your universe to dance with you and enhance the feeling that life is indeed the occasion is to dress up. So, I love to dress up every day to suit my mood, muse and kick for adventure and to help me align with my true Ideal Self ( the Self I see in my imagination. ).

Here is what I played with today:

Inspired by the swirling, kaleidoscope colours of apricot, tangerine turquoise, fuchsia pink and yellow of an exquisite, exotic chiffon and sheer silk dressing gown that caught my eye at a bargain price in a discount store and that I had converted into a dress! Layering it with an orange slip to preserve some mystery and cinched at the waist with a cool, aquamarine, green leather belt, studded with turquoise stones (I like to call them 'pieces of sky') to gave it a bit of an edge, topped with my pièce de résistance: a ‘Jackie Brazil’ necklace echoing the tints and striations of nature’s palette.

Then I want to go and celebrate me and my life. So, I followed my impulse to take a walk on the beach; I wanted to immerse myself in the beauty I see all around me and extend myself into the landscape: I am flowing with my fancy, jesting with the timbre of my joy. I hear John whistling to me far away across the vast expanses of our beach and coast at low tide; he was sunbathing near a little green grotto - he happened to spot me and wanted to take a picture of me! (Synchronicity rises to meet you when you are having fun, following your flow and being whom you love to be.)

I love this idea of making great art and beauty out of me, my dress style, all in relationship to the landscape. And so when John offered to take a photograph, I jumped for joy!

I danced with John, the camera, and nature.

Wow! What a lovely way to feel my love and connection to the Beauty, Love and Light that shines through us all. I love to rejoice in being in the centrefold of my universe: the symbiosis between me and my world becomes both explicit and exquisite.

I am the art, the artist and the act itself! Life indeed becomes the occasion when you paint yourself boldly and freely in the picture.

Love

Leela

I am Dancing my Ecstasy out onto the Bones of our World

2011-03-15T12:20:00.006Z

Hello dear Friend,

I woke up this morning to the sounds of the seagulls urging me on to share and explode my joy out onto our world: their excited cries, like a chant to my soul!

“Come on, come on let’s rally together,” they cried triumphantly, breaking the silence of morning with their holy rapture.

“Be the first to make a new wave of joy”, they shouted ecstatically, “and a new dance to beat upon our shore by dancing your ecstasy inside out.”

Indeed, I felt what the seagulls meant, for I do love to dance, you see! Not just in my being, but also to give expression to the love, joy and the whirling emotions inside me.

And now I am excited to share a new wave of dancing: with the sky, the sand, the light and the elements all around me.

I am dancing with Soul, awakening the bones of our ecstasy out into our world.

Come and dance with me, come and Love with me and awaken our world to the new breath of dawn: ecstasy will be our new frequency!

(By the way, I can’t wait to share my new video of me dancing on the beach to the song of my Spirit: ‘Sounds of Happiness’, from my new album, ‘Spearheading the Light’.)

I am daring to dance the song of my Heart.

Leela

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Runway of Light.

2011-03-08T12:55:00.003Z

Hello dear friend

It is the beginning of March and I feel this rising excitement and joy within me: each moment sweeter than the one before.

There is a gathering momentum accelerating my sense of adventure and self-expression: it is the month of not only the jousting and playing of mad march hares, but for the acceleration of my crazy appetite in the exploration of my joy and lust for life …And I have this vision, this ideal of me and you: I see you and I in my imagination dancing and spinning in Love; it feels so real to me and it feels so ecstatic, that I cannot but act it out, by reeling and dealing in this my dancing dream…

Who knows where it will lead me!? I rejoice, in that I do not bind myself to the limitations of my ordinary, physical mind; for it only knows how things have happened, it can’t conjure anything new. Whereas, my higher mind, having the panoramic view of my life, has the gift of revelation and genius, is intimately linked to me and communicates with me through my joy and my imagination.

So, as I rejoice, move and dance in this glorious feeling and image of joy, living and loving my higher ideal of myself into life, I trust and know that my higher mind, as my Soul, will reveal my next utterly unique step…. not traversed before.

And even this moment has changed and become even more exquisite: I see in my imagination a runway of light spreading its way before me... and you and I are running down it hand in hand, hair flying in the wind, into the greatest light I have ever seen!

I love this image, I love this feeling, I am living and loving it into my reality; and I feel that every particle of sand, flower and rock enjoys the air that we breathe and the scent of our laughter.

Lift Off!

LeelaLight

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World of my Belonging

2010-12-12T12:23:00.005Z

I slept so well last night; I feel so utterly at peace and I am so much enjoying perusing my book, for I feel my book has led me to my world of belonging: my fairy world, alive and real here. As I read its pages, the words themselves seem to touch me by the hand and remind me of my amazing journey from a love lost and on into elation.

I started reading over the first chapter, thinking I may need to change it or adjust it slightly but no, it felt perfect to me even although I had written it about three years ago now... and the light that dazzled from the pages almost blinded me... I don’t think I am going to have to do much fine tuning ….not on Chapter One anyway!

I will keep you posted on my progress; I can only read a bit at a time as it's so full and rich. Like a very fine cognac, it needs to be sipped and savoured slowly and with rapt enjoyment as it releases its gorgeous secrets that pop on your tongue like exotic spices and ripe berry fruits, with a hint of marzipan.

Oh, I have this sneaky feeling that my book is alive, it’s conscious as if it is helping and cajoling me into my deepest be-longing.

And it's interesting how yesterday and today too the weather is mirroring so faithfully how I feel: there is no wind and a deep peace seems to have settled here in Cornwall after storms and unrelenting rain. Now such brightness illuminates the landscape in this realm of light!

I find myself climbing the winding path up to St Agnes Beacon where you can get great views, even as far as the brooding peaks of Bodmin Moor standing proudly against a very blue clear sky over 15 miles away...

And, since the day I finished writing my book, I find I'm impulsed to take pictures of what I see. And I am overjoyed, for it feels like I have captured on film how I feel inside, and that is so beautiful, so very lovely ...and so bright.

So, I feel and breathe that our Earth dances with us as we dance in our light and joy... as we live the world of our belonging.

Come and dance with me, in our beautiful light.

And I have a meditation from the beginning of our last Spirit Talk Radio show that sparkles and dances to this same tune... You may like to download and listen in: it's very powerful! Here's the link, look for Show 98:
Show 98 - Stepping out of the world you don't belong to & into one you do!

All In Love,

LeelaLight

I have never felt so happy in my life

2010-11-20T10:43:00.002Z

Hello dear friend,

I have never felt so happy in my life; I have never felt so full of bounty, love and gratitude, overflowing and spilling out of me like a waterfall of delight, pooling into the deepest crevices of my unconscious: stirring movement, floating to the surface of my awareness the jetsam and flotsam of things never truly felt, as foam, light and Love everlasting.

I am crying a lot too. Not through unhappiness, but my unbridled joy.

The beauty I see and feel now is so intense - exquisite even. And, like a precious jewel, I could not, would not want to subdue or sully the brilliance and beauty that blazes in me and you, for it shines back at me through the marvellous mirror reflection of our world. Maybe you can feel it too? Maybe it will become infectious … this love virus that permeates our being.

The air is like silk and there is milk and loveliness in the look I get from strangers as I drift and dream, saunter and sway in my living dream of love and joy; I could not be happier!

Threading my way through the landscape that I love, winding dexterously between clumps of purple heather and stoic buttery yellow gorse clinging to blue hills that slide to meet scallop shaped coves, on and on I go, padding softly on golden sands, wading through moon water… I am, I am a spiritual gardener, loving and caretaking my world into aliveness.

And I hear the thunder of the waves urging me on to melt into the mighty roar of the sea. And on the swell my spirit rises as soaring seagulls shriek in delight, piercing my heart: ballooning me to let go… into the thunderous applause of the surf.

And like a staccato beat, my heartbeat marches me on to the stage of my life here now... I whirl and twirl and take a bow of appreciation.

I love you, I feel you: I am in communion with you and our world.

LeelaLight

Autumnal riches and magic of Being You

2010-10-09T13:59:00.003Z

It is right now that I start to get a taste for the magic of the season's forecast, along with strong winds, intense autumn light and surging waves.

I eye up its potential to elicit in me the dream of my future in this coming womb time, and have many a flirtation with my hidden impulses and dark secrets. And so, spurred by the song of the surf and gathering storm that appear to come from the underground of my unconscious and shadow, I seek illumination in exposing our mystery by the torch light of my astute awareness.

Autumn has manifold strands whispering to us of our secret and shadow self; I invite you to come and prospect with me on an expedition of Soul, a quest to discover our sacred self using the darker months, to boldly go and explore the uncharted landscape of our mind and discover our mystery and hidden power.

Tapping into the mystery and shadow of your being is a God-sign for our everyday expression as your "real self" emerges; she or he has a power that has been subverted: veiled as considered undesirable perhaps? And so, you may have, from the power of your fear, cast that part of you to the underground, as an outcast - banished to remain asleep in the kingdom of your unconscious.

Look to your fear to awaken you and to become impregnated by the power and revelation of your inner light during the darker months of gestation.

Oh, let us get intimate with our deepest dark!

Come on courageous mariners and miners of our Heart! Let us explore our shadow and ride the rising surf of our greatest fears, by being curious and open without judging ourselves or recoiling back in contempt or fear of fear itself.

Instead, by being vulnerable a lovely thing starts to rock as spring blossoms in your heart: you see it has a gift for you and is part of your unique creative Self and is bent towards the Light... and is seeking a channel in a positive application through you….

Don't be afraid to be you: it is your gift to our world and who you truly are.

Sssshhh... I will tell you a secret about you: maybe it's your wizard, your fey self, maybe your wild child, your dragon, your power perverted.

Sssshhh... I will tell you a secret they said about me: I was told I was wild, crazy and stubborn and could not be trusted...

But I soon found out that to be untrue; I was proud, courageous and fey would not bend to their will and so I was beaten and fought with…..

Until one day I left the hungry and the haunted world for a while and found my own world of magic, with Love and goodness that sparkles with the jewels of my joy that only true happiness brings

Oh my Love, my blessed shadow self gave me a key to my Elfin Self and now I feel in love with my blessed world.

And so often, those misleading statements we tell ourselves, mirrored by the cruel cutting comment of another leaving us askew, are ….are pointers to the glistening veins of our talents, dreams and aspirations: our secret lodes of riches, golden nuggets of self.

And once uncovered, our original self is vital and vibrant again - free from the debris and spill of our junk mind.

When seen with an eye and a heart for its potential to be mined into Gold, you see that the other side of black is light and that in the shadow is your glorious Self.

You are beautiful, powerful and true…. and I feel your smile breaking into sunshine, as the first shimmers of Self shine through your doubts.

We are coming out now in our Love, light and shadow, betrothed as the very linchpin of our new exuberant and exquisite Self.

Wild nature is on our minds too, as the winds whip up the waves in a frenzy of delight and the sky turns crimson with autumn's riches unfolding, and so we run, we the dance on the whippy wind, as the rugged and romantic in us collide. And so your plot continues as your shadow and light make love and create a more alive and vibrant you with the return of spring in our heart and mind.

Suddenly, after all the constrictions and overt servitude of the years, there seems to be a new easy, svelte and sensational superbeing that is uniquely you emerging, powerful too, in a loving and integrative way!

And so I invite you to this potent cocktail … that's the savour of the season….

Now let your light and dark unite in holy matrimony and set your creative juices flowing, to set seed in our womb time.

And we, my Love, will be tripping the Light fandango even in the darker months ahead, ready to burst into even a greater brilliance, with the return of spring.

All in Love,

LeelaLight

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(12 noon Eastern US time) - 1 hour EARLIER in winter!
Join in or email me with your questions: leela@loveandinsight.com
Next show airs: (time shown is YOUR local time!)

I do hope you will join in, there's detailed guidance on my website at:
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Expressing our Essential Essence

2010-09-17T07:15:00.003Z

My desire to discover and express my essential essence has been a glorious journey of self-discovery: dancing my way through the twists and turns, the highs and pitfalls of a healer's path, romancing with personal growth and self development, strumming my heart strings as a singer and making Love with my soul through the pages of my book.

I have been courting with my fancy as my passion as a means and a medium through which I can express myself more and more clearly. And it feels to me that through the art of self-expression we find our true self… and fall in Love.

We touch our essence when we begin to self-express that which is our heart's greatest secret and desire; it often leads us softly by the hand, cooing us gently to remember our wild heart, our secret S-Elf.

And yet we brush away our passion's advances; dismissing it as frivolous or mere fancy, we shoo it away!

Saying in our prim and proper voice: "I have more important things to deal with, I am busy," we close the door on our suitor!

Oh, but like true Love it will come back again, tempting you to remember through the tantalising scent of jasmine, the smell of oil paints and turpentine, or the flash of light on water shimmering like diamonds that begs to be consummated through you: thus speaking the language of your love's true passion.

You can source things, read about them, intellectualise them even….

And it's another thing to be living it through our art of being and self-expression.

As we let go of the censors of our mind and trust our heart as our True Love, we are wooed one soft thrill at a time, one heady heartbeat, one hot kiss to our ascending orgasm as we pulse the very essence of ourselves onto the exquisite canvas of our lives: through the wild and free art of self-expression we make magic and love.

Me: my passion grabs me excitedly by the hand onto the white sands and magical kingdom of St. Just-on-Roseland, tempting me with its soft rolling emerald green hills that kiss and lap at the River Fal waters streaked with gold. There, bathed in the misty, milky twilight I am mesmerised by an awakening: I reveal to myself my essential nature through play and the art of a holy trinity: dressing up, my love of nature and through the loving lens of John's camera. I reveal my Goddess and Elfin Self and I love her wildly.

Allow your desire to gently take you by the hand, to whisper of sweetness, magic and mystery into your bended ear; it may lead you to discovering your essential essence and to falling in Love with yourself and life…. over and over again.

For in your essence, you are infinitely beautiful and perfectly precious...leaving an unmistakable allure of you that is the ultimate seduction and shines through and through.

With Love,

LeelaLight

Opening to a new Love Relationship

2010-08-12T19:49:00.003Z

Hello dear friend,

There comes a time in your life when something happens, such as a great Loss, that creates a shock wave in your being; yet it is a gift from your soul to awaken you. Like five thousand volts of electricity, of sizzling spirit zipping through your being, you are left fazed and momentarily dazed. And then you see with crystal clarity… what you have been hanging on to, that keeps you encapsulated in the tomb of your own confinement.

And so dear friend, I had a shock that was precipitated in the wake of the high energy wave of our most recent Living In Light course. As is customary and a wonderful finale to our course we found ourselves, that is John, Johannes and I (and my son Daniel) walking in bliss, with the wind in our faces and the taste of salt water on our lips, along the golden sands kissed by the sparkling turquoise waters to the crescent moon shape cove at Chapel Porth.

After walking through thigh deep water (the surging tide was coming in fast) we reached our lovely sheltered, honeyed haven and flopped ourselves down on soft glorious silky sand near very shiny black rocks polished smooth by the tides, to savour the stunning views of the rugged blue Cornish coast. John was talking away rather animatedly to Johannes (I had my back to them, and was silent, mesmerised by the effect of light dancing on water), when I was stunned out of my revelry as I heard Johannes’s urgent voice calling me: “Leela, Leela, John has fallen over!'

I abruptly turned round and felt the cold blast of loss hit my Heart.

And then the quickening: the shock of seeing my beloved lying helpless and unconscious on the sand accompanied by a punch-in-the-gut feeling, left me breathless and in a spin…… I saw my beloved had lost that light in his eyes. Sickeningly, I thought he had had a stroke or even that my beloved was dead...

And the cathartic pain of having my Love ripped from my heart cut through me, like razor, to lead me back to a memory of a past life.

It was when I had lost my Love before on a battlefield under leaden skies and fields stained with blood. He was lying there in what seemed like John’s forlorn form. I was trying to stem the blood from his bleeding heart, but to no avail… and I knew I was losing him then to the pale grey of dawn, as I felt I was now on the sands by the sea.

I lamented deeply. As he lay there with lifeless eyes, his lips pale and shrunken, there was a horrible wrenching to my heart, as I felt love and life floating out of me on the Atlantic’s misty mizzle.

So there I was: going through this eternal echo moment again, with my beloved. Out of the whirlpool of my churning emotions another misted memory came to mind: when I was only sixteen I was left numb by the shattering shock of the tragic death my first True Love as my parents simply said: 'He's dead'.

That left part of me frozen in a wrinkle of time and spinning down the path of self-starvation (anorexia), but that’s another story.

And so, as I gazed down to stare at my love as he lay there limp and lifeless, cradling his head in my arms, I am not proud to say: I felt, not just the overwhelming loss of my Love, but also the deep primal fear of total loss of support and the gaping hole of life bereft, and so very much on my own.

And all that left its frozen deathly grip on my heart and was ripping me apart, yet opening me for something ‘more’ in my being… I just didn’t know what.

Just as I felt this and poured my heart into John, I saw his eyes flicker, a smile breaking over his face as he came back from our w-holy and saving grace.

He opened his eyes and smiled and asked: 'Why are you staring at me?' !

So we looked at John and we all sighed with relief as he had light back in piercing blue eyes, though he still looked a bit grey. And we marvelled together in wonderment at how when he had fallen and hit his head on the rock he was sitting on he had had his fall broken by a soft carpet of sand that, synchronistically, a child had made earlier, in her play. He'd simply got too heady from the incredibly high Living In Light energies (highest ever!), not eaten enough and fainted. Within minutes he was fully recovered and we all saw how he'd served us all, and yet he'd been fully protected at the same time.

So, I was being given a message, as our soul’s angst often will do to open us up to something more.

It left me musing and meditating on my own relationship to my Self and my life. I realized that I too must die to an attachment to survival and support and love limited only to another, or it would be like a real death to me: one that snuffs out my light and whips at my soul.

And so on the following day beneath July’s hot sizzling sun I made a declaration of soul to be open to something more. I opened my arms and body, willingly to the listening Sky and cried out aloud: 'I surrender; I surrender to more, a new Love relationship with my world. I will grow into more of me and my Love.'

And as I relax and surrender and enjoy our embrace, I feel my Love always there, in every living particle of my loving universe.

I feel it now, I grow and shine.

So, dear friend whenever you experience something in your life that feels like a great a loss or shock, see it with fresh eyes as means to free you from that which you maybe clinging onto in desperation and attachment. It's there to awaken you, to expand and open you to something more, not less.

You are growing too, my lovely, you are …

And I love you so very much,

LeelaLight

Food for our Soul

2010-08-03T19:51:00.007Z

Sometimes we feel a hunger inside that just won’t go away.

I had such an ache today and it came in the form of a desire to share a little bit of my soul with you every day … I realised that I had been in denial, in a sense postponing that magical moment of meeting you, until I had finished my book. I wanted to give you my ultimate gift.

However, I came to realise too much dedication, too much introspection, too much focus and time at my desk away from other people, left me bereft and yearning for the breath of inspiration and interaction with others. And so I had come out of balance, leaving me hungry for more now.

And in musing on the music and mystery of desire, I came to the wonderful realisation that hunger, longing and desire is a positive thing! For example, my desire and longing is to share and meet with you soul to soul, heart to heart, now: I am led by my heart’s longing to seek communion with you, through the wizardry of my words in this magical moment.

And furthermore: desires are our spiritual direction and give us presents and gifts for our soul, and niggle us to pay attention, create and relate.

So dear friend, I feel you with me in my heart as you read these words that I arose as I put pen to paper and let my desire flow.

Take a moment today, to listen to your longing or desire, take it gently by the hand or voice, let it flow through the prism of your heart, fingers and/or voice and make it into your art from your heart, and share it wildly .

Through this sacred act you will give yourself food for your soul and feed another with the breath and bread of inspiration.

Can you now feel the dough of your our soul rising?

Love to hear what comes out the fire of your desire,

Loving us into our inspiration,

LeelaLight

Living In Light - June 2010 - My experiences

2010-07-08T13:02:00.009Z

Hello Wonderful Beings,

Last weekend we enjoyed our Living In Light immersion course here in Cornwall, England; the sun blazed more radiantly than we've ever seen here before, matching the energies which reached a new, explosive echelon of expression.

Imagine immersing yourself in a world of deep sea pearls, shimmering sapphire blue and dazzling white diamonds sparkling and bobbing gaily on top of creamy frothy waves of angel delight.

Well, this is a little window into the wonder and magic of my Living In Light course. …

The way Living In Light works is that that I dive into very high vibrations during our attunement meditations, and this sparks off all kinds of experiences and openings in each one of us. They are becoming so intensely powerful, far more so than the ones I channel through on our Spirit Talk Radio show each week, for instance, that even I am expanded and opened up to whole new arenas of awareness and adventures.

In this blog, I would like to share with you a flavour of my own personal experience, which culminated on the last day with me channelling through by far the most potent attunement I have ever experienced (or been able to withstand) on the wake of a wave of a momentum in our being, built up over a three day period of intense and deeply moving mediations.

One of the themes that came through was a feeling that we were ascending all the way into infinite sky, into the heart of our Sun, and also at the same time simultaneously descending in the opposite direction all the way into our inner Earth, literally the Inner Earth - matching our desire to integrate personal inner and outer worlds/ realities.

I sang of the sea, I sang of the electrical luminescent Beings that looked like serpents coming out of the sky, the sea and the sand and felt us connecting to our ancient Atlantean roots and our future lives too.

At one point I lost the sense of me being 'Leela' and found myself becoming a dolphin god, and as I swirled, sang and revelled in the mercurial magic of sacred sounds I began to sing and tone and play with vowel sounds like 'I', 'Eeee', 'Ahhh' and 'Ooooooow playing our energy field like a violin to excite expansion and oscillation.

To my joy and absolute wonder, I could perceive a type of spinning doughnut field around every living body in our room, including the flowers! So, that when I was revelling in my ecstasy things in the room appeared to hover and fly like mini flying saucers, deepening my magical meditation and causing me to punctuate my channelling with ecstatic giggles.

It affected us all deeply and differently. Personally for me I have taken away from the course a feeling of flying, dancing and love that I carry into my every breathing moment. It unfolds as huge bursts of creativity, freedom and love that finds its expression in the pages of my book and in the siren overtones of my songs

Oh, and also as even more mutual fun, dancing and light with my fellow clients; it feels that they have become lighter, with more sprite in their being!

Each of our fellow adventurers had their own most perfect amazing light filled experiences keying off these high energies; I felt it, we all felt it … felt each others joy!

Anyway, here is the funny thing: the next morning when I looked in the lovely mirror in my bathroom I was stunned: my skin was exuding a luminous electrical blue sheen; I remembered noticing this florescent phenomenon on Pandora's skin too, at a particularly intense moments for her when she was in her ecstasy!

I was absolutely fascinated; you may have noticed auric colours streaming from people's bodies when they are feeling very joyful, full of spirit and love? Well, this is something I had never experienced before: my actual skin had become more translucent, exuding a beautiful blue sheen like the blue of a gas flame! And the following day, I happened to catch my reflection in the bathroom mirror and again was caught in awe at my own reflection: my skin was flushed with gold, lilac and pink, actually physically matching the colours of my auric field, like a Chameleon.

Anyway, on the Monday after our course I was feeling a little sad because our Living In Light course had ended; we had gone through much exciting adventures that weekend not to mention walks through crystal clear water, sky walking along the ridges of towering cliffs , feasted on great food and had such fun revealing and playing in the light.

So when everyone had gone I felt a little sad.

I guess my guides felt my sadness, for as I sat on the sundeck mediating and asking what now for me? I found myself being carried into a new vision, whilst dreaming but at the same time wide awake!

I saw myself standing on a huge desert like plateau with red earth and yet surrounded by a thin belt of pine trees. I was leading a deep and powerful Living In Light type of meditation and began to sing sacred sounds both ancient and new, when my sonic calling alerted and signalled the decent of a huge UFO out of the skies to where we were standing.

In my vision, the beings who came out the craft had a familiar look, with intense blue eyes that made me cry. I felt I was seeing my true family, they had long flowing silvery hair like a lion's mane and they were very tall, probably more like seven foot.

And in this vision my guides whispered too me, "One day this will actually come to pass" and I believe them!

So, dear friends I feel, my Living In Light course is also preparing me for my next greatest adventure. It's also feeding me inspiration for the ending of my current book and the seamless flow into the beginning of my second book.

For a report on others' experiences and 35 more FABULOUS photos from John, please check out this page for the report of our course!

Also, our next course is already scheduled for the end of September (23rd to 27th, just after full moon, when the tides are perfect for afternoon beach walks), click here: Living In Light

Exciting dream lives,

Inlight,

Leela

Life isn't a dress rehearsal: it's the real thing, and so is Living in our Light

2010-01-09T11:38:00.008Z

You've probably heard the expression "Life's not a dress rehearsal."

Unfortunately, sometimes we act as if it IS a dress rehearsal! Like an actress just going through the motions in order to conserve energy for the opening night, we hold back.

Perhaps you save the best glassware for when you have guests; perhaps you rarely dress up when you are home alone. If you are not playing to an audience, does it really matter?

That's a good question to ask ourselves as the New Year begins and we examine the quality of our real life journey. It takes more effort to set an inviting table, but it enhances the enjoyment of living. We all feel better when we dress up for an occasion, but even more, we act different.

Every actress knows the magic power of props and costumes to create special moods both on and off stage. I love dressing up every day as though I am about to do something very important, as though I am about to meet someone very important. Even if I never go out the door and I am sitting at my desk writing my book or doing the house work all day I will dress up and put on my make up: as though I am about to party!

I live as though each day is the most important day of my life; and dressing up helps me into that role of living my greatest light, allowing my outside self to shine, which, in turn, helps my inner self to shine too.

Embellishing ourselves with something fabulous e.g. a jewel-toned dress, a cheerful tie, a jaunty hat or a colourful shirt truly does have a transformative effect on our mood. It has the awesome ability to conjure up miraculous happenings, enchanted encounters and the stuff of legends.

When you perform ... you expand, you become larger, more potent and more beautiful. This is the way I feel when I am in the throes of performing my passion: like singing my heart out, losing myself in writing my book, trekking the sheer ups and downs of the rugged Cornish coastal path; this ecstatic feeling can belong to us daily when we step into the limelight of ourselves.

We can each tap into the power, the excitement and the glory of real life whenever we wish by choosing to cast ourselves in the role of making this day, and this moment now, the performance of our life.

All we have to do is to elevate ourselves to the art of performance of our most spectacular and glorified Self, which will necessarily be flowing and effortless as it becomes aligned with our innate stardom: this is truly living in our Light and living artfully - at its best!

And so I live my life flamboyantly, boldly, lustily and with passion and give it my best shot: living in my light, love and passion to the full and being dressed for the occasion to boot!

It really helps to dress the part as well as act the part you were born to do, it helps reel in the reality you dream of - and make it real.

So let's give it our best shot and go for real. Let's live in our light and shine right now; I promise you will feel better and lighter. And en-lighten your world with your luminous light and dazzling performance; you will, with the lantern of your love, illuminate yourself and your world to wholeness.

For fullest immersion, why not come and join me in Cornwall, England for our Living In light course? All info and dates at www.loveandinsight.com (from Valantine's day onward). NB please note I'm now offering you one to one Intensive Living In light Courses too!

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All for our Light and all for Real,

LeelaLight

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A New Year and a New Beginning

2010-01-02T15:13:00.008Z

Hello again dear friend,

New Year's Day was born fresh and clear, beckoning us into a New Way of living this year.

As I opened the curtains today, I was greeted with the most awesome display of golden light bouncing off the sun deck and infusing the air with grandeur, a promise of something great about to happen; and I share this awakening with you now.

I would love you to consider a new way to approach New Year. Instead of making New Year's resolutions and then getting disappointed or berating yourself if you haven't achieved your ideals and goals when it comes around to this time next year,

let's do something different:

Listen to the gentle tugging of your heart and this year, on this day, instead of making grandiose resolutions that tend to be discarded in the trash bin with rumpled scraps of last year's pledges, make an enigmatic entry in your secret journal engraved with your heart's graffiti. Write down your most private aspirations: those longings of your soul, that you have kept tucked away with a heavy blanket of uncertainty in a closet in your mind until the time was right.

Carve out today, I suggest, a quiet interlude for your pleasure and discovery and to dream: for only dreams pin point you in the direction of your highest joy.

And we are here to share our joy.

Just like in nature where everything is in perfect balance and harmony of sharing its beauty, song and inspiration with everything else and with us. So too, like a bird, we naturally want to sing our 'song' out loud; for not to allow ourselves to share our joy with others would be a loss, not only to ourselves, but to those we help and inspire through our joy. Indeed, it feels like we have a divine 'duty' to share our dream, our gift and our joy: who are we to deny others the great benefit and glory of our gifts hidden under the veil of our false modesty?!

So begin: allow yourself to dream and then birth your dream into being by acting on whatever carries the greatest inspiration, joy, passion, play or impulse for you in each and every moment, without censor and for the sheer joy of expressing that part of you that wants to share what is in your heart.

Ask yourself what you would love to dream into your life today and for the coming year and start playing in that direction without delay.

Trust that the timing is now. Let's begin to believe in your Self and that you can ask for what you truly want and that you have everything you need right now to fulfil your destiny - lock, stock and barrel.

Just allowing yourself to muse and be with your dream without extinguishing it with the heavy fist of logic, you find yourself floating along a path paved with gold.

It's time to make-believe again; it's time to dream ourselves into a New Year, a New Beginning and a New Way of Living.

Sweet Dreams are made of This...and acting them out makes them real.

LeelaLight

Loveandinsight.com (my main website: healing, courses, resources)
KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

The Process Of Creation - 20 min Meditation Reflection

2009-08-16T13:33:00.025Z

Two listeners asked about The Process of Creation for my Spirit Talk Radio "Ask Leela" segment:

"I have a burning question though that I think you might be able to help me with. If we are creating our own realities, does that mean that the people in our lives don't really exist and that our love for them is not really real? (I guess this question also derives from the many books and such that I've read that suggest the world is an illusion). I can get that concept, but at times it's depressing because I then think am I really all alone...is none of this real...are the things/people that I love not real?" Jen

" I would like to understand the creation cycle better. I am going to write how I think the creation cycle works and would like to know your thoughts on it... there was the one consciousness, from this consciousness other consciousnesses were created and from those consciousnesses the first souls were created. The souls created constellations and started reincarnation. ... I think there are oversouls within oversouls too, as souls grow and gain experience, they start creating other souls too. I would be grateful if you could shed some light on this subject. " Tina

To hear my Channeled Meditation answer on last week's Spirit Talk Radio, click here:

(To download instead Right Click here and Save Target As/ Save Link As...)

TRANSCRIPT:

I'm going to allow some tones and sounds to come through to help us into a shift and change of perspective and then you will find you won't so much be hearing me sharing answers but you'll feel in your body and your awareness, in your own being, your own answer to the question.

Allow yourself to spiral under into your heart. Fall all the way back to your song-soul.

Allow yourself to come closer, feel all the Earth dissolving
feel all the walls that you've had against yourself fall all the way down.

And allow yourself to fall to the deepest, deepest part of the ocean of your own consciousness

Imagine you are falling, falling, falling into the deepest blue you can imagine or feel
it feels like you're tumbling all the way to the heart of yourself, to the heart of your creation.

Letting go - it has been hard work; it has been so hard to try and keep yourself so fixed in one point. Allow yourself to slip a little, allow yourself to glide and slide and move. Allow yourself to feel your heart opening like the sun.

And it's like you're in this darkness, in this soup of nothingness.
But there isn't nothing;
it's all something;
it's all you, it's all you, as you let your mind go, as you let your spirit soar,
you fall into your new life, new reality.
Feel your world around you.
Feel your world inside you.

Your world is not out there;
it's in you, it is, you can feel it in you.

Can't you feel your own substance?

And allow yourself to sink like falling into a duvet, silken syrup of smoothness of ecstatic light as you fall and fall deeper into the vibration of your core essence, your light.

For in the darkness of all that is, there is a spark of light, maybe a little glimmer, but there is a light of recognition in the light of awareness, like the life that is all that accompanies everything around you and through you. And as you fall into this light that you are you are wanting to experience yourself from another point of view.

Imagine you're that light and then out of your imagination, we are magicians, oh we are, we are, you create another part of you. Sparking off from you, sending tendrils of light out to the corners of your own self. And did you know, you are yourself out there and in another, and in another star and in another stone? Can't you feel your world turning, can't you feel your world is not out, it's there is inside you? We are all inside each other as one being.

And out of this one Being we are many variations of our self. We are oversouls and oversouls of oversouls. And we are sparks of life and we are constellations and stars and galaxies and planets and birds and trees and plants, all within the one spark that one being light that we are.

And but you see, we wanted to create, we wanted relate, we wanted to experience ourselves, we did not want to keep this all to ourselves, we did not want to remain in solitude with ourselves. We wanted to know what it would be like to experience ourselves as a planet over there. We wanted to know what it would be like to experience ourselves through your eyes as you look at me now. We wanted to know what it was like to be at the bottom of the ocean as well.

And so and so we split ourselves off in our imagination. Our imagination is real; it's real that it creates all of this and it is an illusion too. It is both real and illusion, all at the same time.

What a show we've created for ourselves.

And so, we wanted to discover, we wanted to take ourselves through different star systems. We wanted to know what it was be like to be another being in another star system. We wanted to know what it would be like to be so tiny, to be the personality of ourselves with without much empowerment, with huge limitations too. And we want to know what the tree felt as it looked to the listening sky. And so we did all these things from our creation, our own consciousness, the gods of our creation. And so we had such a ball in time.

But all these fragments of ourselves are perfect because through each other we are learning more, in that joy in their play of ourselves like a drumbeat yes, like a drumbeat, it's all coming back to us now and so all what you're seeing really is you, and through the eyes of your own soul.

And the amazing thing is we all wanted to experience this so deeply and intimately that the only way we could do this for sure was literally to create a universe unto ourselves, to experience our world to the full. So we played this game with ourselves as the one being we are. We played this game to the hilt. We imagined, we had pretended we were separated. So we gave ourselves freedom to experience literally our world our universe as our own.

And yet it felt like we were sharing a world, but we played that game with ourselves in order to help us into the dream of what we are wanting, to experience for each other, to aid our own evolution.

And so what I'm saying to you now through the window of my heart, is if you open that window now, when you look into another's eyes, you are literally seeing a part of you wanting to play a game with you, to help you learn, to help you grow, to help into more and more and more and more and more and more love.

Yes you are.

But you know you can also have the freedom, because your universe, your world is literally your creation, and everyone you see out there is real, for they are you too experiencing their world too, in their own private universe of themselves.

But it's not in isolation; it's not a solitary thing. Because we are so connected, we are one being. But we get to enjoy the idea of separation, we get to experience the gift of having a whole universe to ourselves, at the same time, to experience with other aspects of our self those things we are wanting to share and dream about as they are. As they are other aspects of ourselves, wishing to play out different ideas of their selves with other versions of themselves, in another universe, in another universal experience, another world.

So it's this beautiful synchronicity, there's this extreme freedom from knowing that you really can create the world of your dreams. And everybody can too because everybody gets the option of creating the world of their dreams. Because what happens is that you will attract those versions of yourself that wish to share the same idea of your world, your dream that you're wanting.

So for example in my world and those of you who are listening in now, you are wishing to share the same idea with me or you wouldn't be here listening to this conversation right now. You wouldn't be wanting to fall into a world, you don’t... the world is inside you, you know; it's not out there.

You are learning to fall into yourself and create a real world that is truly representative of the impeccable pure being that you are in love and light.

And so, there are other versions of us, different aspects of us at the same time, creating a version of Earth that may not play out the same unfolding, that may have chaos and disaster and destruction. And that's okay, because all paths will take you back to the remembrance and re-connection to our sun in ourselves: the lights within ourselves.

So allow yourself to feel this; you will get a lot of help in your sleep. Don't try to work it out with your mind; know that you are moving into a new wave; know that you are moving into a new wave of yourself.

And as you, change your tune, your world as your extension will follow you. Your world is your mirror. Our worlds Are our mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror...

Oh what a joy, what a joy.

And allow yourself to dissolve into knowing that you are connected to everything around you, that everything you perceive around you and through you is literally your own consciousness in different forms of vibration.

You are literally light and various forms of condensed light: everything is. Allow yourself to sink into that notion, and: exciting dreams.

Do not try and understand this; you will come to feel it and know it in your being, which is beyond belief. It is literally in the state of being of connection in love, in the light, in knowledge, in awareness.

Let the wave of love flow through you now.

Let yourself sleep in the arms of love.

And allow yourself to dream and sleep in the eye of the Sun, in the heart of the Sun of yourself and the light, and know and let the love sweep through you, to wash through you: taking you into a breath of a new beginning.

May the love be with you.

All My Love
LeelaLight

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"Gentle Love" Healing Balm Meditation for your Soul

2009-07-17T17:12:00.031Z

Hello dear Friend

Here is my Healing Balm Meditation gift to you from my heart: soothing, healing and aligning for the soul.

This meditation song came to me as sweet ambrosia for the Soul, recorded during my recent Living In Light course in June outside on our decking, when a quiet healing and balancing meditation was needed. I feel this is the most beautiful and loving meditation and song I have done on YouTube so far, for it brings the exquisite flavour of the live Living In Light course with it.

Allow yourself 20 minutes to soak in this beautiful meditation, gently lifting you back to your heavenly state here on Earth, opening you to the love, joy and bliss of your true, shining Self, with beautiful images such as this:

Due to YouTube restrictions, this song/ meditation is in two parts; however, you may wish to download the single 20 minute Audio Only mp3 version instead.
Right Click as and Save Target As.../Save As... to download:
Leela's Healing Balm mp3 download version (Right Click HERE)

IF YOUR INTERNET CONNECTION IS SLOW YOU MAY HAVE TO PAUSE TO ALLOW MORE TO DOWNLOAD FIRST!

Listen/Watch Part 1:
Click on HD - if your PC is up to displaying High Definition
(and click on Full Screen button for full effect!)

Listen/Watch Part 2:
Click on HD and Full Screen button for full effect!

You may like to watch in HD (High Definition) at YouTube instead
- click here to watch Part 1 in large screen High Definition at YouTube!
- click here to watch Part 2 in large screen High Definition at YouTube!

All My Love

LeelaLight

Loveandinsight.com (my main website: healing, courses, resources)
KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

Struck as if by lightning and meeting a Sirian Blue In broad daylight

2009-07-09T11:38:00.014Z

Hello dear friend,

My own experience of our Living In Light in June was also so powerful for me that I truly have felt that I would love to share with you heart-to-heart what I went through as the leader of our course, and also, in expressing it, to help me integrate what happened.

It's an amazing story! It's been, I'm certain, the most powerful experience of my whole life!! (Please refer to http://loveandinsight.com/june for the report on the course itself.)

I'm actually finding it difficult to write about my experiences, even now two weeks later, for my veins are still singing, my being is humming with ecstasy and joy and, most incredibly, there are power surges of Love washing through me in a continuous wave motion: it feels like I have tapped into the power of our national electricity grid! And, as I bath in this, I absolutely feel and know, without a shadow of doubt now, that we ARE the power and the Love in our World.

I knew this course was going to be phenomenal even before it began. I went through two weeks of intensive purification and integration within me prior to the course itself, with particular emphasis on getting myself physically and spiritually fit to take the amount of energy I could feel building up.

On the Saturday I led a meditation where I allowed myself to speak and sing in an ancient language which felt 'super-sonic' in nature: every sound, every vowel precipitated visions in me, such as of my connection to Lyra, ancient Atlantis, and to 'The Founders'.

I kept seeing mesmerising symbols dancing before my eyes, ancient symbols: Egyptian, Mayan and celestial in origin, star glyphs, streams and streams of hieroglyphics and creation spirals like crop circle patterns appeared to spontaneously be downloaded from my consciousness along with the tones and chants that I sang, leading our sonic meditation into the eve of the Summer Solstice.

I let myself go into the greatest light that I could imagine and channel. I felt I was struck by a lightening bolt, which took me to another threshold of Love and Light and to a depth I had never experienced before; it was the most jolting 'kundalini' awakening of my life! So, this was what an enlightenment experience should truly be like!

I was hit by the most powerful surge of energy: an intense electro-magnetic blue energy beam igniting my mind and bursting my heart open to be a huge window for my soul. My body was literally shaking; electricity pulsed through my cells, like a great purification. And at the same time, I felt a strong sense of a switching on in my mind of neural pathways and transmitters. Sounds like radio waves were whooshing through my ears and my heart and my body, bringing me the gift of this psychedelic vision; it was an opening of all my senses to alternate reality experiences in that divine moment, and in the next, and in the next....

And then out of the etheric blue mist in my meditation, I saw the 'blue' beings, I felt and saw them with me: The Founders and the Sirian Blues, watching over me, supporting me, encouraging me with such sweet unconditional love for me... Even now, I still feel and see their presences with me and it brings tears to my eyes, for I feel their love and connection with me so profoundly.

I am humming still with this strong magnetic energy vibrating though my being even as I write to you now, perhaps you may pick up on the vibe!!

And I am seeing bursts of opalescent and iridescent colours flooding my senses, orange-pink, silvery blue-green. I am enjoying the delicious ecstasy of my senses being dazzled into pure bliss. This persistent humming is accompanied by neon splashes of colour in my normal physical open-eyed experience too, and the colour blue pervades around me like an electrical cocoon.

Furthermore, since that potent meditation and energy activation, I keep seeing out of the corner of my eye, the pooling of my physical world around me into vortexes; I feel I am touching the spiritual Skelton Keys and essence of my world. Most of all, the phenomenal experience of the overlapping and merging of my senses is perhaps the most 'sensual' experience ever: 'feeling sound' and 'smelling colours' and so on. My senses are becoming open ended, blending into just one multi-faceted sense. It's made me now SO open that I feel even more vividly the emotions and thoughts of those around me and also those who may not be in my physical vicinity but we are wishing to make a connection, I feel it so much it's almost overwhelming, yet I feel protected here in this quite backwater by the sea from too many external influences all at once, for I wonder if I could cope with it yet!

And to top it all, one of the Sirian Blues has been 'materialising' into my physical reality. I was walking by the coast, near the derelict old tin mines and among the waste scrap stones flecked with copper, tin, and quartz glinting in the sun. I love his place, for it reminds me of being on Mars (another old 'home' of mine!) with great crater-like openings in the ground and the spoil glinting like gold, and then I saw him.... the unmistakable figure of a Sirain Blue: very smooth blue skin standing about seven foot tall with a stoic stance of a being that knows its own power, eyes vivid blue - very intense with silver flecks, blue silver facial features, very lion-like.

He was gazing at me with an upright stance yet friendly and caring. This stance was, intriguingly, very similar to the other-worldly beings that appeared at the end of the 2009 film 'Knowing' (and the way they turned into light beings and the vision of their craft-of-light was the most closely matched to my own experiences I've ever seen portrayed!) (first three quarters of that film are eminently missable, however!) After a few moments, and some telepathic communication he literally dematerialised in front of my eyes, 'fading out' of my reality and leaving me with the distinct impression that he had said: "It's okay, were here to help you and your world as you go through your transition into the next dimension." I was a left with the deepest feeling that I was being supported by them at levels, many of which I'm not even fully conscious of!

So, all my senses have become super-tuned and I am still getting used to them. For example, I am finding everything a bit loud. I feel sound beneath sound. I have been going around our house having to turn the volume down on everything.

This has also extended into an inner blending, with parts of my subconscious becoming very conscious; it feels so good to be even more intimate and aware of so much more about myself. I can emphatically conclude that my life has become a dawn of discovery about myself and our world, every day!

I truly feel that I am moving beyond the belief of living in love and light in our heaven here on Earth, and on into an irrefutable awareness of pure Knowingness, as well as the feeling of waves and waves of awesome Love in my heart, connecting me to all hearts.

Thank you with all my heart to all of us in our unlimited Love.

And I feel and know that The Founders and my Sirian friends are here right now supporting me in my chosen path to create a New World of total unconditional love, light, integrity and freedom and that this world is one we are creating right now through the living of our lives in unconditional love, freedom and Light.

And the fact that my Sirian friends have come into my physical life means to me that we are truly bridging the gap between our old world experience and transiting into the world experience that has been our dream and is now becoming our Reality!

Thank you, 'God' ,Thank you My Love , Thank you my Universe, thank you All, Thank you for touching my soul and igniting our fire, our Passion, into the greatest effect.

As it is in our Heaven so it is on our Earth, we are the Light, the Power and the Glory.

So Be.. It.

All My Love
LeelaLight

Footnotes
(1) The Founders:-the creators of the human genotype, in a sense are our Father and Mother. To humans they appear as humanoid in appearance, tall, graceful, androgynous, appearing somewhat insect like, sometimes called the Mantis Beings. They have the energy of utter compassion and an energy field of amethyst purple and lapis blue.

(2) The Sirian Blues. From the Star system Sirius, often portrayed as gods as symbolised by the leonine Sphinx and in the form of the blue skinned Indian Gods and Goddesses such as Krishna.
About Living In Light:
Living In Light is a course held here in Cornwall, England that takes you from where you are to the next level that you are ready for. The amount of light and energy that you allow yourself to access on our Living In Light courses is directly related to the level that you are able and willing to integrate at each immersion, and so, in a sense, could be said to be self -regulating.

So if this feels exciting to you I encourage you to come to our live courses or partake of my invaluable unconditional love, high energy healing and on-going life and light support: Living In Light

From Our June Living In Light course, see loveandinsight.com

The Art of Fashion: My Own True Colours

2009-05-30T17:01:00.015Z

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Do you ever wonder why I have so many photos of me in various outfits? (You'll see dozens as you browse around this blog and my websites!)

Well, it's not just vanity but a genuine delight in sharing my own creative expression with you in the form of my unique dressing art, my own True Colours!

Many have commented and complimented me on my dress sense, have encouraged me to start a design business and so on, so I thought I'd love to share a little background on how I use my flamboyant flair for dressing up as a celebration of spirit!

I take the view that when we celebrate our appearance and make Art out of ourselves we are into our Godhood. And I would like to show you how we can use even these 'credit conscious' times as a great opportunity to step into the dance and flaunt our natural abundance of spirit, teamed with our creative flair in dressing up to whole new level.

I emphatically feel that fashion, dress and accessories can be used as exotic tools and powerful aids in your journey of expressing "The Art Of You"; they can help you tap into and give you confidence to be the authentic and artistic you.

Just as Dorothy in The Wizard Of Oz putting on her red shoes helped her key into the ambiance of another world of her, I too use my love of colours to create great love and art out of me. Each morning I survey the palette of my wardrobe, all artistically arranged in different colours, textures and hues smiling at me, inviting me to take the plunge and play.

I see my accessories: beautiful jewellery akin to treasures glinting in the early morning light; handbags smelling of old well-loved leather with a hint of spice in gorgeous shades of regal red; emerald green or turquoise blue, bright harlequin scarves; silk ribbons glistening with jewel-like colours; feathers in all hues; leather thongs in rainbow colours - all begging to be played with, draped and swirled.

And so, like a great artist, I dive into the palette of my wardrobe, letting my spirit, my excitement guide me, rather than the limitations of what's 'in' or what a 'well-known' celebrity is wearing (unless that truly feels like me!) And even then, I will play my unique slant on it, giving vent to the wild, crazy in me as I seek inspiration from all round me, inside and out: my imagination, my fantasy, the colours in the landscape and in nature, or by indulging my senses and my lust for excellence in a fashion fest found in high class glossy magazines. This is how I rediscover my unique style each day, seeking and nurturing the authentic me and then by wearing my creation, I get to play out the real me for real!

Clothes and accessories pulled together in unexpected ways can be a sure pointer to the real you. Your selection of shoes, clothes, scarves, belts, tights, handbags and fragrance can be a joyful and fun adventure in announcing to the world who you truly are as you discover and make great art out of your appearance and allow yourself to take it to the limits

Just remember: how you dress should distil your personal style to its purest essence. So, either love wearing it or play with another colour or style. Or, by the judicious placing of an accessory in a contrasting colour that you love, like a tie or a necklace or scarf, you can really bring out the true beauty in you. And so, through my fun, I promote my love of dressing up to the realm of being a fashionista!

And so, in being an artist of the heart I feel it is imperative for me to live in the exaltation that beauty and art of our world is both inside cooking in our imagination and extrapolated outside into our physical world for us all to see and rejoice and celebrate in. The physical and the spiritual must not be divided, but allowed to infuse with each other; we are the artists, the inspiration and the art. This is my Art from my Heart and our jobs as artists and creators are to make great love and great art out of our lives.

I love ecstatically to share my true colours with you, my wonderful friend, in many ways which express my Soul, not only through my evocative, spirited, inspirational writings and the songs and videos of my love, but also through my own dress-art. Each day I create an entire artistic composition out of my harmonically chosen ensemble of garments and accessories...

Oh, and just for the record, although I do have a couple of expensive outfits, primarily, I so enjoy the thrill and adventure of discovering amazing garments, accessories and gorgeous designer dresses at massive discount prices (maybe even 90% off!) in designer discount outlets, or even total bargains in charity shops.

In a way, it can be like embarking on a great treasure hunt, an expedition into my soul as I go exploring for new gems to add to my collection. I may find myself leaving the familiarly and the mediocrity of the high street and taking swift right turn down a narrow cobbled alley, my excitement pulling me as I venture into a little shop that just caught my attention with a very unusual item in the window, like a hat reminiscent of an exotic headdress - all feathers and sparking jewels. On entering, I quickly become accustomed to the dimmed light of this Aladdin's cave of delight as I survey piles of beautiful fabrics: dusty satins, plush velvets with an elusive scent enrapturing my senses to another age or time. I have to be open to the unexpected, for then I do not miss an item - a belt, a bracelet, a brooch, which may capture my imagination, just because I allowed it. All this feeds my spirit, quenches my thirst for adventure and slowly, but surely, builds up the palette of costumery delights' that awaits me each morning.

Or I gaily join the hordes in my favourite discount store (TK-Max!) feasting on the row upon row of untidy, jam-packed, ridiculously priced-down garments. My glance quickly scans the territory, looking for the one, the one item that's calling me, that shines out at me, that's got my name stamped all over it. And then in a flash, it catches my eye: the colours are me, the style is so mine, it's even in my size; and then the price, well, what can I say, they're giving it away! It's a manifestational marvel - a miracle of materialisation! It's as though we we're destined to meet and it's love at first sight!

And so I fine-tune my artistic eye and my ability to scan lines of the mundane and sameness, looking for the beauty in the ordinariness, even in the junk piles. For I believe we come into our own as we extol and source the beauty in the mundane and the resources at hand, and that as great artists, this is our job and we should do it with passion. I certainly adore creating great art out of basic materials that at first glance may easily be dismissed as unworthy of my attention! However, if the material is gorgeous, or the cut and style is fantastic for me; or there is something about the colour that sings to my soul, then I grab it to add to my treasure chest. For example, I recently got the scissors out and learned some simple dressmaking skills and it was the beginning of a beautiful new relationship, even a 'romance' with my own artistic tailoring side. Now, when I find a dress or skirt that may totally unfaltering or simply wildly the wrong size, but it's made from a beautiful piece of material, I don't discard it, but honour it and take it with me (sometimes only for couple of pounds!) and then I culpably take it apart and restyle and fit it in my own new way!

Imagination and making the most of what's around and available is part of the creative process! One, day I discovered the joys and possibilities of dyeing! I had found a gorgeous pair of suede boots in a rather subdued shade of beige in a charity shop, whereas I have always hungered for a pair of purple boots. And so I dyed them a lush shade of Lilac with special shoe dye. And what an amazing effect from something so simple! I am often stopped in the street and asked excitedly: "Where on earth did you get those gorgeous boots?"

And so I've been building my wardrobe and accessory collection like this over the years, finding innovative ways to keep them visible and displayed for my daily play and artistic creation. And now my world has rewarded me with my own sacred 'walk in wardrobe', like a temple to the divine Dressing-up Goddess!

So, each day, time permitting, I linger lightly over my palette, allowing inspiration and combinations to compose themselves, juggling many options of colour, texture and style, until finally it's all hanging together there on me, like a painting in a mirror... yet still waiting to be finalised with a 'piece de résistance', a finishing embellishment of a scarf or piece of jewellery and a viola! - another gorgeous and distinctively coordinated new outfit has been birthed and I am wearing my own True Colours. And it's got my own unique 'designer' label on it!

I have metamorphosed into a walking Work of Art, as John calls it! Actually, I feel that my outfit IS me, and so the finale, of course, is wearing my art during the day in the joy and celebration of my life and of creation itself. I love to share my own True Colours with anyone and everyone, so I'll wear it all when I go out, down the road, in the supermarket, sometimes, even when I'm out walking! And even if no one's around I still love the joy of wearing my creation, as it exalts me to another expanded level of me, and that feels so good.

And when I feel fantastic my world feels good too: I see it reflected in another's happy eyes, in the smile of my beloved, the appreciation of a passer-by who says, shyly: "You have made my day", and we exchange heartfelt words of love before I silently pass on, leaving an echo of tinder to awaken their adventurous spirit.

Furthermore my partner, my love: Nature, seems to revel and love me even more when I feel good and display my own True Colours. I see nature itself, returning my celebration with its own display, becoming even more rich and verdant, with blousy wildness of rampant flowers, a sun that shines much more brightly and a sea that rises up meet me and move with me in my exaltation

And so dear friend, I invite you to pick up sticks and gather your adventurous and artistic spirit too, and start playing and making art out of your appearance and dress, every day, even in the smallest way: a touch of colour here, of flamboyance there - whatever makes your heart sing!

I promise you it will change you and have a wonderful ripple effect on you, your life and your relationship with your world.

And if you would like me to help you personally with discovering your unique style, your own True Colours: well that would be such a joy and pleasure for us both. I have designed a special service, uniquely tailored to you, whereby we spend a whole day together to help you transform your own style and find Your True Colours. So let's go and dance together in the streets of Truro or Falmouth, or I can possibly come to you. Read all about it on my website: http://loveandinsight.com/colours

And we thus will both become icons of inspiration.

Go on unleash the artful artist in you,

Your greatest fan,

LeelaLight

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Our Secret Lives

2009-05-05T15:49:00.010Z

Do you too have a Secret Life? A Life that in some ways is more real than your everyday life? Maybe it's calling and you've yet to fully hear it, such as while you're deep in your sleep, whispering to you in your dreams; or perhaps it is speaking to you in the rustles of the leaves or the howling of the wind.

I would love to invite you today to explore your own secret nature and let the play and flow of your hidden self take you into a new realm of being you.

It just might be the ticket you have been looking for.

Let me give an example in the form of my own Secret Life: I have such an affinity and resonance with the Elementals. Elementals, or nature devas, are etheric, spiritual cosmic entities aligned with the elementary energies of air, earth, fire or water. Through Love, they transmute the etheric, the blueprint for nature, within their own beingness into a more condensed physical form, such the trees, plants, flowers and landscape around us.

So, when I look to the sky I become aware of the Elementals which are creating and holding the sky together and my heart soars on a melodic high; I feel myself being uplifted and airborne, becoming like liquid light: opalescent and sylph-like, my body is luminous light streaming outwards in every direction from my heart's radiant fire, as I reconnect with the Elementals as expressions of, as aspects, of my very own beingness.

I feel my heart's imperative and explosive joy as I sense myself as the light, wispy sylph being I am, taking light energy into my body, transmuting it into the physical form through the vibrations of my Love and Ecstasy and so sculpting and creating from the etheric blueprint for nature my own rich, verdant world. My own Elemental specialty is the plant world and the domain of sky, thus I am constantly experiencing how I am effecting the weather patterns and cloud formations, as well as the growth, blossoming and flowering of the plants in my world, and even nature itself.

I feel the air around me and inside me as it vibrates and oscillates with the possibilities of form and how I, as the element of Air, press towards the light, take it into my body in spangles of light, and through writhing in ecstatic joy and ecstasy it is released, weaved and condensed into plant form and the world I behold. Thus, I cry out in my blessed role: "I am a cosmic agent; I am the Sculptural and the Art Form."

As an etheric light being, I unfold myself and expand within the sound of music in our cosmos finding my Self-expression in the moving current of modulated air. I love it when birds fly through my air space with the beating of their wings causing the air to vibrate, adding harmonics to our cosmic symphony.

And so I, too, soar on the air waves, making cosmic music with my love and dance of the etheric energy out of my consciousness; the sky is my lover, other elementals, such as fairies and elves are my friends, and nature is my playground and there for my glorious caretaking.

Behold! This is my secret life, and I feel that my secret ethereal life is the real me... And, as I ride and fly in streams of light I am surfed up by my luminous life; it's intimately flexible, buoyant and brimming full of sparkling possibilities.

However, it's when I forget and fallout of my 'true me' state, I get myself into trouble: I begin to stall and plummet in my life and descend into chaos. Difficulty and challenge reign, and the rain comes and the wind blows and my world turns to pain ...

When this happens, I have learnt to stop trying to control my life, to 'sort it out' but rather, to simply reconnect again with that Secret Life, with the Real Me.

So I wonder, tell me about you? Do you, perhaps, have a secret life that’s more the Real You?

Would you like a little help to find it? Well, you can find your secret life too, by listening to your dreams, paying attention to your fantasies, listening to the messages that speak to your soul and passion, such as through movies, books or even something crazy, like an evocative advertising billboard or an unexpected road sign (I have one near here that reads under the town name of Penryn: Dreams, Bliss, Reality (and which had been damaged to read Dream is Reality!)). We all get messages from our secret lives all the time, we simply need to pay attention and not dismiss them for pure nonsense or frivolity. If something catches your attention or enlivens you, if it speaks to your heart and soul and makes you feel expansive, more loving and freer, then it's coming from the Real You.

Okay, now I know that my secret life may be a bit way out, but I wouldn't be surprised if you had one too; allow me to share what you may find for yourself.

For example, you may find that you have natural love and fascination of the fairy and elfin world, or indeed the fantasy realm of the Lord of the rings Lore; which may denote a secret longing to be like a being from these books.

Or maybe there's covert wizard or witch in you that seeks soul refreshment in Harry Potter books.

Maybe you are lover of adventure, expeditions and travel and you love to peruse through travel brochures or lose yourself in he excitement of adventure stories: denoting an adventurer at heart.

Or the call of the ocean sings your veins and you long to dive or swim in the world's wildest places.

Or you have an insatiable love for nature: allow yourself to dive into it and see how you would love to share the beauty that you see.

Maybe you love watching movies about super heroes revealing an innate desire in you to be an inspiration and do a great good for others by acknowledging your hidden gift and sharing what pulls your heart.

Perhaps you have a devout desire to express the Divine? Then allow yourself to give it a voice or an art form that is so naturally you...

Listen to your longings, your fantasies what you love to read, or watch in movies, your favourite TV program or character revealing a hidden aspect of you. Perhaps think of your adolescence and what you use to love as a child; often the forgotten or hidden longings point to our secret life.

The thing is not to take it too literally E.g. I have a love of detective thrillers, mysteries and unsolved crimes; which if I listen to my heart and gut is not so much calling to be in the police, but a desire to use my intuition to glean important information and to assist others which, at the moment, is being expressed in my Intuitive life Guidance.

So, the Art is to blend that aspect of you into your physical live by trusting your imagination and asking yourself: "I wonder what would be the way for me that is natural, easy and exciting to express this aspect of me in my life?"

For example, if your heart beats faster at the prospect then you are on track, or if you get the feeling that it expands your life and your relationship with yourself and your world, then you have hit the gold of your secret life.

I know how important it is to honour and cherish the true you, and to nurture, encourage and kindle our urge, our instinctive desire, to blend that part of us into our precious lives; thus expanding our world with our unique view.

And so I warm to you and your happy, joyful prospecting for your own Secret Life, and my heart beats with you.

All my love,
LeelaLight

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Let's run like wild horses

2009-04-13T13:36:00.010Z

Hello Dear One

Do you believe in magic, dreams and miracles?

Do you long to gallop free on the golden sands, roll in the earth, kiss the cornflower blue sky and hug the silvery moon?

Well, giddy-up! Come with me down to the lonely sea and sky where our sprits fly and surf on ecstatic waves of our love, waves that roll and lap to the thunders of our hearts; washing us clean like Atlantic rollers ready for the next wave, the next beat of our pulse to guide us in the wind.

Let's make a scared pact at midnight; (a magical time when the boundaries between our dimensional experiences are thinner) to bind our hearts in love.

And pledge to give our soul to the wind of our freedom and say goodbye to the prison bars of mediocrity, restriction and cup-half-empty

Let's go to the leading edge of our soul's lament and venture into the wild, open wilderness of our heart' plains and gallop free; our mane and tail flying like a banner in the in the wind!

Let's kick up our heels and fly as we say goodbye to our fears and trade them for the excitement, the joy and the rush of simply feeling fully alive.

Let's stand together heart-to-heart and hand-in-hand; foreheads gently touching as we pledge our hearts to the Sun and our souls to the Moon.

Let's dissolve into our dream of ourselves as we ride on the quickening that’s our heart's salvation. We cannot hold onto control or stability anymore; the change, the quickening, the speeding up in our world is at hand.

To resist our momentum as we gather up speed is to resist our quickening, our metamorphosis into our light; we will become whole as we let go our attachment to normality and embrace the unpredictable, the wild unknown landscape of our infinite depths .. Chaos is our friend as we go through our purification and our fine tuning into purity of beingness: our freedoms to run and move like wild horses.

And so, I excitedly ask that you join me in this exciting idea and let's run like wild horses as we ride the quickening, as we venture into our ecstasy, the joy of riding the wind and the thrill of the pace as we sky dive into heaven's infinite spaces; allowing all the nooks and crannies in our being to be infused with love.

I feel that many of us Light workers are all going through our own personal crucifixations and resurrections right now in the form of our own personal greatest challenges. Some of us are very aware of this, some of us are not.

Our greatest fears, our deepest scares, are 'scars' on our being (or 'samskaras' - Sanskrit for the fundamental impressions left on the heart of an individual from previous experiences/lives). They are our own personal 'crucifixions' there to help us to embrace our true selves, and to be transmuted into our light: to help us become our own resurrection.

Resistance to this natural process will hurt us and cause us to lose much vital energy if we succumb to this habitual knee jerk reaction of holding back. For example, when we try to control our reality in a vain attempt to maintain some semblance of 'stability' we slip, we stumble, we falter, we feel pain and our evolutionary leap is disrupted. But our souls are champing at the bit now, telling us it's time to sacrifice our fears and limitations and go into the light of our Sun

By heeding our soul's calling and following the scent of our excitement we gallop into the wind, heads held high in pride, like warriors of the Heart, flying our emblem of Freedom, Beauty and Truth for all to see. We carry the badge of courage, love and honour on our chests : we are hearts of fire, pulsing our world into a new dimension.

Oh! Brave Hearts join me in the call of our Wild Spirits: our Freedom to live and love openly and limitlessly, and run like wild horses as we ride the waves of change into a new reality: a new world, a new way of being...

Fear is the great tyrant of ourselves laughing in the wind; we can ride and surf on fear or we can shrink back into half of ourselves, like cowering to ghosts in the dark when, truly, we are Knights of the Sun.

Come: let's ride the Wave into the Heart of the Sun!

Now, I believe there are signs of this dramatic shift all around us. For example, have you heard a strange sound in the air, like a great humming?

Listen carefully and you may hear it too - our Earth is awakening and sounds like this great humming are whirling and whooshing through our ears as we open ourselves to our higher, ecstatic frequencies. We will feel the humming intensify as we feel our world cracking out of its tight-fisted grip into holy 'wizzledom' (my own new word for a hybrid cross between: wizardry, wisdom and kingdom!)

And then it will shift into a great thunderous roar of rapturous freedom - our light bodies igniting, quenching like nectar our spiritual thirst.

Oh Yes! We love the great Roar of the Wave, calling us to open up and run with it, as we hear our thunderous hearts pounding.

We are reaching critical mass as we approach the marker of 2012. And by moving through the photon belt of our resistances to this or that (by embracing this and that within ourselves) we are becoming like liquid sun as we merge our past, future and now as one... We are remembering all the separated parts of us now, fusing together into one.

So, do not resist your momentum, your dream. Integrate polarity, your personal fears, crosses and separation from your Whole Self (Holy Self) by allowing yourself to be carried on the wave of your dream into the Heart's centre: our Sun, Our Unity!

Be wild and free my heart, my love, living as our ecstatic communion in our divine pulse: we are our next Dimension; welcome to the Fifth World.

In Waves of Love and Light
Leela
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Awakening Sleeping Beauty

2009-03-30T14:20:00.010Z

Hello dear...

In every one of us there lies a Sleeping Beauty waiting to be awakened by the kiss of love.

However, instead of waiting for someone to come and storm the palace gates of our self-imprisonment and break into our soul, we must summon the magic power of our Authentic Self to break this cruel enchantment that has left us unaware of our own glory.

How did this arise, we wonder to ourselves?

The question itself invites our quest into the far reaches of our own magical story. Like the pages of a dusty, lightly battered, but well loved book, we backtrack to the origins of our heartache, turning the pages hungrily for our answer.

For me it was the loss of my "first love" to death that stained me with the curse of permanence of a love irrevocably lost into the mists of my past. It was a hurt so painful to endure; it cut so deeply into the quick of my soul.

In order to try and put a salve on this wound of my heart, I made myself numb to my own life, beauty and spark: a bit like pricking my finger on the spindle and falling into a deep sleep; this numbing 'sleep' has gone on for a very long time.

And so, some of us do become comfortably numb over something that happened, to freeze-frame us in a reference point for the rest of our lives, in my case to the timbre of: "I will not let my guard down; I will not let in Love."

Whereas, if we had understood the situation better, we might have celebrated our good fortune instead!

For example, if, as a young girl my first love had not died suddenly, I would NOT have pricked my finger on the spindle of heartache, I would not have seeked comfort in the arms of the etheric realm, nature, fairy beings, the elementals, devas and other dimensional beings; for they called me from my silent slumber in the painful years of my adolescence.

And so it was in the sanctuary of the scared groves of nature and in Holy Communion with Star Beings that I came into my life and thus set me on my Sacred Path.

So, within my tragedy, or 'misfortune', was hidden the impetus to put me firmly on the footpath to my purpose and on to progressively find my fortune, my own unique natural genius: To share a way of Light, especially when you feel all love is lost.

Subsequently, with the assistance of my guides (the 'great shining ones'), I began my quest to find out what makes us fall 'out of love' and how we can stay in love with ourselves, each other and our lives, no matter what...

All this has unfolded beautifully into my own unique art from of my heart, my sacred work: my passion in the form of my writing, courses, videos and the amazing light and dance with my beloved clients... and even in the sharing with you now in our precious moments together through these words .

And so dear reader, I wonder if you too just shut yourself down at some cataclysmic point of your life to help YOU find YOUR stroke of genius?

Perhaps your cruel enchantment was catalysed by peers who were incapable of love, overly critical parents or the devastating loss of a loved one or a beloved pet, or a humiliation that cut you to your core.

And you may have stemmed the flow of your bleeding heart by numbing your pain with all manner of devices, such as: alcohol, or drugs or food, or work....

In my case, I stopped eating and became anorexic for some considerable time in order to reduce my energy so much that I was barely alive, and so couldn't feel much. And, yes, I did find some blessed peace in that place, for a while...

So, I whisper to you now in soft honeyed tones of my love for you, melting away the sadness of our years into the exile of our silent prison, with the siren call arising from the depths of our soul, mouthing words of wonderment: "It's time to awaken your Sleeping Beauty."

One can never change the past; in fact, we truly don't want to, for it sets the seeds for our sacred path and our destiny. And, like our fairy godmother, we actually can wave the magic wand to see the good (or gold) in what we have experienced.

As we allow ourselves to make alchemy by casting the glorious light of a positive perspective on what we have experienced, we thus spin our misfortune into the pure gold of ourselves.

Sometimes, the most tragic experience in our lives was the very thing that we needed to set us on our way into our true Light and to find and express our own unique vein of gold.

We are our own heroes and I lovingly and empathetically invite you to write your own magical tale with an amazing and happy ending.

With Love from my heart,

Leela
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Healing the wound in our heart and honouring our wild, crazy, free Self.

2009-03-26T06:44:00.014Z

Hello dear friend,

Have you ever experienced being in the flow your life, just going about your business, when out of the blue (or is it the black!?) something totally unexpected happens that simply knocks you sideways and sends you into a spin of bewilderment, as you reel from the shock?

Well, such a thing happened to me the other day when I was in the flood of my ecstatic bliss and love - as I tend to be. I happened to be perusing through the comments of my video on You-tube, 'Into the Love of our being', when I caught sight of a rather jarring remark:

"You're not right in the head, are you?"

This simple remark was enough to hit its mark in my heart with the accuracy and precision of sniper rifle. It was as if I was hit by the resounding ricochet of a heartbreaking memory of a painful incident long, long ago and of its impact on my life ever since.

And so this hurtful comment sent me spinning back in time:

I remembered that I was in my early twenties on that fateful day. It was one of those beautiful hot, still summer days, with the scent of freshly mown hay lingering in the air, the hum of a tractor in the distance, and with a cornflower blue sky with a complete absence of clouds; except, that is, the cloud that was about to erupt in my life.

I was really worried about my close friend: I had never seen him like this; he was in the throes of the deepest, darkest depression I had ever witnessed. He had the haunted look in his eyes of someone who had lost all hope as he lay on the cement floor, dusted with a light coating of sand in our condemned home that we were attempting to make habitable.

I could tell as he tried to numb his feelings with yet another a bottle of Jack Daniels, that he was utterly desperate and truly close to the edge. I felt overwhelmed; I felt that if I didn't get help I might lose him -I loved him so much!

I was very young at the time and didn't know how to cope; I was really frightened and feeling desperate for my friend, so I did what I felt I should - I rang a close relative for help.

He dropped everything in response to my cries and pleas and rushed over, but when he saw my friend lying on the floor in a crumpled heap he assumed that because there was no pool of blood or anything like that that there was obviously nothing much wrong. Then came the unexpected: he actually turned on ME and lashed out with words to the effect of: how dare I call him when there was obviously nothing wrong, furiously lashing out at me with the bone jarring words, yes, you guessed it: "You're not right in the head, are you?"

I think he had had the impression that my friend was physically dying under a truck or something, But I truly felt that my friend was gong to do something crazy; I felt he was on the brink of taking his life that day if I hadn't done something and so I had reached out with a plea from my heart, only to be struck down and dismissed in my moment of greatest need!

And so those words were that day seared on my soul, and now again, recently, as I glanced with tears in my eyes at those exact same jibing words glaring at me out of the comments section under my video, I hear the same cutting words imbued with another's anger at me. For I am not just simply hearing the voice of my viewer, but the scream of my relative's anger ringing in my ears, as I vividly recall the very same thing said to me in a fit of fury, with that flag of hatred flashing in their eyes. The flaming arrow of my close relative's contempt for me became an embedded truth for me, because it came sealed with the passion of his rage and the peak of my pain born out of that momentous moment and the severing of our Love. And so, a part of me died that day as I cut off my connection to my family and the idea of ever asking for help.

I knew in that moment he had cut me out of his heart forever and it left an indelible scar in my being; always lurking, it had to come back and haunt now me by a causal cutting YouTube comment.

I find it very strange that, despite the majority of comments to my videos having been awesomely appreciative, awestruck and enlightening and that I have also had a fair number of abusive and some downright unmentionable comments to my videos, that it was this one that really hit me where it hurts.

I wondered about this and why I had such a strong reaction to the comment and I realised that, because of the connection to my painful youth-hood experience, I had convinced myself it was actually true!

The wound has always been there and I know that as I go into more and more love of myself and this our beautiful world, those parts of me that are held down in pain and denial come up to meet me, to heal and be integrated into my being and into Love.

And so I sat down and felt and embraced my pain in my heart; it really was a wound in my heart, a searing hot pain like a knife cutting deep. I opened my soul and my body to feel it all, without backing away or denying it. After the first flush of intensity, the pain dissolved, as I felt it without resisting it. In that moment of non-resistance, acceptance and melting, I felt love and then healing as I saw the light of this experience.

Then I felt a tremulous tremble, like a spirit-quake in my being, as these words came whistling in on the voice of my soul:

"To believe in your passion, your love and your vision is to honour yourself.

"To live it, even when you are ridiculed, is to be in Exaltation!

"Go and soar freely like the wind!"

As I took this to heart, in that moment of healing between the rift of normality and the extraordinary, it was if the sun had come out. I realised in that golden momentous moment that my purpose in life is to be real and be authentic to myself: to share my passion, joy and unconditional love in my open and wild and wacky way!

Now, this may be stretching the boundaries of what is comfortable for others, and if for them that means I'm not 'right in the head' then yes, from their point of view, they're right!

However, I would prefer to be considered crazy rather than normal, for in the expanse of my free mind I feel the possibilities of new frontiers of being and living. I feel that ecstasy and love is our natural state of being, and so I revel in my natural ecstasy and love and am prepared to be in that natural, but unusual, place with others, even on YouTube!

And I bow and pay homage to my friend and his 'sharp' comment (he calls himself Blade004) and say thank you for reminding me of my preference to be wild , free and crazy and full of love, in preference to be 'normal' in my head!

I feel so grateful to Blade004, for without his cutting remark, I would not have got so in touch with the wound in my heart and so heal this part of me, thus enabling me to embrace the wild, wacky and loving me even more fully as my gift to our world.

Isn't that delicious, freeing and wild: allowing my mind to be free of the restraints and limitations around conformity that typically dog us?

I remember a comment on another YouTube video where someone had said that I share my love so shamelessly and honestly, and I do know that when I share my love, ecstasy and passion so freely and openly, I may be stretching the boundaries of what is comfortable for others. However, I feel deep in my soul that we all need people in our world that push the boundaries of what is considered normal and possible and that's not crazy: that’s genius.

We all have genius. When we dare to express what is uniquely us and let it flow we are in touch with that genius. And my own daring genius is to share the idea that living in Love and Ecstasy is natural - and that's okay!

And so yes, some will say I'm crazy and out of my mind, and I say to myself: "Thank them deeply for they are showing you the way of your truth: that is your unique self. Thank them for helping you affirm what is natural, even if not 'normal' in you... Revel in your extra-ordinariness."
And I say to you too: "Honour and love the crazy, brilliance of yourself: it's what makes the unique you and is the seed of your unique gift to our World."

Hallelujah

All is love,

Leela

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Take a trip into Spring Equinox Magic

2009-03-23T18:52:00.010Z

Come take a 'trip' with me to celebrate the Spring Equinox in a unique, Psychedelic Style!

Here is a potent and joyful video to help you soar on the wave of magic and Light that IS the Spring Equinox - to usher you into more light, love and ecstatic joy of yourself.

You may like to watch the video below in stunning HD (High Definition) instead
- click here to watch in large screen High Definition at YouTube!

I truly hope that, as we face the increasing light of our sun, you may use this video to see this light as a reflection of our own growing and expanding Light, and to let yourself shine even more brightly than you've EVER dared before, as a radiant sun in your own right blazing throughout your precious life and our entire world.

Let's focus on our impeccable purity of being in love and light.
Ride the airwaves with me on a glorious sunburst of exquisite delight assailing and setting our senses a-dazzling (that's through BOTH the video AND the Spring Equinox!)

And so, by our ecstatic exaltation, together we oscillate our Earth into more and more Light.

We spin, we rock we shine our Earth into Ascension now!

Our Light leads our way now, and perhaps this new video will too?

Again, You may like to watch this in HD (High Definition) instead
- click here to watch in large screen High Definition at YouTube!

In our ecstatic love and light,

Leela

Loveandinsight.com (my main website: healing, courses, resources)
KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

Announcing: Living In Light course in Cornwall

2009-03-08T12:19:00.009Z

Hello again my friend

I am overjoyed to announce that I am now running live courses again, here in glorious Cornwall: Living In Light.

For all the details (AND this video that's below), head straight on over to loveandinsight.com - see you there!

In our ecstatic love and light,

Leela

Loveandinsight.com (my main website: healing, courses, resources)
KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

Video Love Invocation: Into the Love of our Being

2009-02-16T11:33:00.012Z

Hello dearest Friend,

It is with joy and love that I share the potency and passion of this, my new video: Into the Love of our Being.

I must confess that it took me to such an awesome place of light and ecstasy just filming it! And in the resounding love-quake it stirred in me I got to the heart of something that I really needed to get in touch with and feel within myself in order to go into even higher echelons of light and love.

Perhaps it will stir up strong emotions and feelings in you too.

If so, I would love to hear your experiences, whether mad, glad or exceedingly high!

Enjoy my video:

In our ecstatic light,

Leela

Loveandinsight.com (my main website: healing, courses, resources)
KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

How we can use Contrast in our lives to help us into our Dream

2009-02-12T15:22:00.012Z

Hello dearest Friend,

Do you ever feel frustration or discontent when you feel you should be experiencing Love?

Sometimes we will be facing the full gamut of pain, restrictions and discomfort in our lives, and these appear to be the exact opposite of what we feel should be happening for ourselves and our world: our lives feel distinctly out of tune with how we feel we truly are, like a discordant cord that needs re-tuning..

Now, here's my message: this is perfectly normal and isn't a sign that that we are 'losing it' or failing in some way. No, far from it; it's actually cause for celebration and exalted revelry!

For, all this contrast is a gift; it is your 'divine discontent', showing you the way of your Sacred Self and your true Desire.

For out of this kind of contrast in our lives, we can see with greater clarity what we truly want and desire. We can gain greater clarity, understanding and focus as to where we are heading.

So let's give ourselves a pat on the back for any discomfort, frustration or limitation we may be experiencing, for it is showing us the way of our Soul and what we truly love and how we wish to live.

And just by being our love and dream, by imaging it, living it out and acting as if, and knowing that All-Else is unreal for you, you will be blown away by what happens: your life (which is 'you' in manifestation) will come to meet you with the most amazing outcome! You will have given birth to a new experience of yourself. You may even find yourself swooning in gratitude for the gift of contrast in your life, a gift that shows you what you really want and love!

From this elevated point of view we can see clearly for miles and miles and miles!

(the view from the end of our new road!)

All my love,

Leela
PS Next time I write to you I will share with you an exquisite example of how we recently used contrast to give birth to our Dream in the form of our dream home!

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Video Blog: Learning to Love

2009-01-09T12:08:00.017Z

Hello dearest Friend,

I am so bubbling over
with unbridled joy
to share
and make a deep
and eternal connection
with you through this
amazing short video:
" Learning to Love".

It is an elixir of awakening,
a taste of joy that may
leave a fingerprint of delight
upon your heart
and send you waltzing in love
as you go about your day.

All in love and boundless appreciation,

Enjoy my video:

Again, I now have a video channel at YouTube, where you can easily see all my videos, read lovely comments (and please DO add your own), and even give your own 'Star Rating' -
http://uk.youtube.com/user/LeelaAscensionAngel
(or comment on this blog just below...)

All in love,
Leela

Loveandinsight.com (my main website: healing, courses, resources)
KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

Video Blog: Falling in Love

2008-12-20T10:55:00.010Z

Hello dearest Friend,

In this video I am sharing about how to love, not how we may have been taught to love in limited and restrained ways and how to love conditionally, but rather, let's talk about wild love, let's talk about loving freely and unconditionally.

Did you know that that we don't need to try to love: it's more a relaxing into love, an unrestrained free-fall into love and that's why we call it "falling in love."

I invite you to let yourself love without limits and have a glorious love affair, not only with yourself and others but with our entire world; because it's our natural state to be in ecstasy and love!

And by allowing ourselves to love freely, unconditionally and wildly we will see our beautiful reflection in our world: we will see how our world loves with us.

Enjoy my video:

All in love,
Leela

Loveandinsight.com (my main website: healing, courses, resources)
KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

Following the footprints of our Soul

2008-12-13T13:06:00.013Z

This blog came into life from a comment on my previous blog ("From victim hood to love") which was both a response of appreciation and a question that many people seem to be asking themselves at the moment, regarding how to know what they want for their future. And so I thought you may be interested in my reply!

Timewave2012 said... Hi Leela I love your Spirit Talk Radio and I love your blog as well I added it to my Google Feed. I have a lot of questions for you, but I'm sure you have many others who need your help before I do. I have a little problem deciding what I want for my future. I've been really practicing staying in the now moment but it's not helping me choose what I want in life. I gave up on video games and most of tv and some movies. I can let all that stuff go, but then I wouldn't know what to do or where to go. I have this strong urge to help people and one of my hobbies is computers and the internet. So I do have a blog that I have to help share knowledge and information, but I feel like I want to do more than that.
I still have my ego and it does get in the way a lot. Meditation is very difficult for me since being an empath, I have a hard time being still, I also shake sometimes it does get very annoying. I've been told I have a very unique and powerful gift, which I have to learn to access it and that my Life force energy is very strong. If you have time or a chance to respond to this I would be very grateful. I'm already very grateful for your help.

Hello my friend,

For you are, indeed, my friend, since your question: "How do I decide what I want for my Future," is also my own precious question and thus sparked a chord in me, like a quest back to our soul's calling and thus fertile and vibrating with infinite possibilities...

This quest to discover what we truly want can be started by sensing in your bones and in your heart what your greatest 'feeling' for yourself and your life would be. I say 'feeling' because our mind often comes with built in censors and programs that distort and even stop us from acknowledging that we may have a dream in the first place.

And so dear heart, dear fellow soul, feel in your being and in your imagination (which is the gate keeper to your creative genius) what is your greatest idea, dream and vision of yourself, beyond the constraints of your limited thinking... Let the wizard of your imagination guide you.

Feel your soul, your spirit; feel the impulse that brought you here into this incarnation; feel the urge, the desire in you to express your soul's calling.

Feel your greatest dream for you and humankind.

And as something arises, feel also what comes up for you in the next momentous moment; it may actually be your greatest resistance or censor to that idea...

Many of us censor, or completely press the delete button on our dream the moment we start to sniff it out, or even get a hint of it spiraling up from the depths of our imagination, as we start to ponder and muse on our magic..

However, that censor or diminishment will have left its treachery: an inconsolable ache like a thorn in your side, the poison of uncertainty to taint your dream, passion and what you truly want for your life.

Trace the pain to the bare bones of our soul... and let it fly!

I hold out my hand to you now and share with you my ache and my dream, to illustrate my point of view.

When I asked myself that question, "What is my ache, my dream, that I want for my future?" I feel a dream in me to be like the fairy goddess in the final Firebird scene of the film 'Fantasia 2000': ushering, awakening, enlivening, inspiring, exciting my world and my fellow souls into their aliveness of spirit and ecstasy, joy and love. You may watch and be inspired by this scene below:

Fantasia 2000 Firebird Suite:

And want to live this now... I feel the desire in me, to live it now in this moment...

If I am really honest with myself and examine my life and the things that I do, such as my spiritual Ascension work, in whatever form I do it, whether through my writing, courses, blogs, videos or my whole life healing sessions - all helping and supporting my fellow souls, I can feel that what I truly want is the feeling state that my work creates in me. It is a total dissolution of myself, a spiraling, a diving into, a meltdown into the pure orgasmic feeling of my purity of being. And so I lose control---- oh, such bliss, as I enter the rapturous regal realm of melting, ecstatic meltdown becoming transparent and amorphous, merging into myself and into my mirror reflection of my world and everyone in it... And so, willingly and wildly, I let myself fall into even more of the almost unbearable exquisite essence of the moment and then into absolute love. And so the tempo unfolds: I engage an exquisite infinity dance in ecstatic relationship with whatever (and whomever) I have melted with - a free-falling, a diving, a dieing - to and fro - in and out of saturated bliss and back, oscillating into the very deity we are -

And as we love we play, dancing and gliding in light; hovering, spiraling and surfing on waves of hypnotic splendour of delight. I awaken, inspire and breathe new life into our spirit lying dormant beneath the heavy snowfall of our limitations, beautifully cultivated over our years of pain, stunted from our true natural ecstatic beingness.

Joyfully born out of limitless love I ignite a fire in our weary lament to create a quickening in the body of our soul.

Like the fairy goddess in Fantasia, I want no other thing than to dive into more of myself, my world and everyone, including you! And so I allow myself to feel it.

And as I feel it, I am being it: I am being the fairy goddess sprite. And then my heart exalts me to live it. And so I am living it now, I am tapping into the feeling of my imagination and I feel myself dancing, tumbling and melting with you right now as I write these words born from my ache, my desire and my dream.

It feels like we are tumbling in the sky of our life, like Ecstasy Dancing - it feels so good...

And from our greatest feeling, idea and vision of our self, we must then begin being it and living it. Pay attention here, this is ultra-important: it's no good just keeping it in your head as a ''nice idea", or your ache, your mal content will rise up inside you like a discordant cord and point you acutely back to the longing of your soul. You must live it now, even if your life's outer appearances don't change. And you will know that you have got in touch with your highest, inspirational feeling when it would not matter whether your life's circumstances changed for you or not; for you are being and living your dream... You are literally lost (in rhapsody) with your Dream.

Encore! Encore... From this state of feeling, being and living out our greatest dream of ourselves, we cannot but create the opportunities, events and resources to synchronistically appear in our lives as a mirror effect of living our dream. We have thus entered the kingdom of our Imagination and are in wide-eyed wonder at our startling summation: We are in awe at our stunning realisation: we create our physical reality experience to live out our dreams.

Live how you truly want to feel, and be your dream unconditionally, i.e. do not put your life on hold until it gets better - it will not... until you allow yourself to be' 'better' and live 'better'

And so dear friend, in response to your question (the quest-I-on, the quest to get back to yourself)... Allow yourself to evoke your greatest imagination and dream of yourself, by asking yourself this sacred question: "What is the art that is wanting to be born out of my heart?" And it may well be that the computers and the internet are a part of your expression or a tool to assist you into a deepening and a widening of that dream.

You are the important part of the equation. Put yourself in the spotlight, let your imagination go wild, let yourself soar freely on the currents of your inspiration and you will feel your answer. Do not censor your fantasy, be it, live it and you will stun yourself by the amazing synchronicity of your life that will be revealed to you by the unfolding of what you have already set in motion by your state of being and living.

When we really don't let the circumstances in our life dictate our dream and we live it anyway (being it and living it out in each and every moment, no matter what), then our future comes to greet us with a wide open smile, our destiny morphs to meet us in our God's Glory. No more straining to peer into the future (that's like chasing our own tail or putting the cart before the horse), instead, let's dance and Be the future we want to be right now.

And the funny thing is that when we are living and enjoying being our dream, we find ourselves falling into the actions that are most supportive of the dream that we are being, without spending time agonising over how we would create it! It is an automatic process, a joy, our natural surge when we allow ourselves to be our dream, now - unconditionally.

As you read these words you may find the energy rising inside you at idea of meditating on this idea and maybe even feel you can't sit still. Just see what happens when you don't resist the flow of that pure raw essence of yourself... Just go with the flow, anything might can happen, like your energy rushing up your spine into a glorious image of your Absolute Ecstatic divinity.

And so dear heart, our question as to our quest gives us an amazing clue back to our glorious Self, and is akin to following the footprints of soul......

Leading us into our holy dream.

Thank you, for your amazing question for it reminds me of my own quest: to be and live my Ecstatic dream.

Joy to our World!

All my Love
Leela

Loveandinsight.com (my main website: healing, courses, resources)
KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

How to use victimhood to fall into your true power and unconditional love

2008-11-20T21:27:00.015Z

Dear One,

It is my utter joy to share with you a story of how you can use the feelings of victimhood to access your true power and so fall into unconditional love.

This comes from my heart to yours.

Comments can be put on the comment link on the bottom of this blog or at YouTube - Click Here (where you can also put your own 'Star rating' vote ! )

Love you utterly and eternally,

All my Love
Leela

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Choosing Our World despite "The Powers That Be" and Fear for our Future

2008-11-09T11:15:00.015Z

Hello dear One

I invite you to join me in the most empowering, invigorating, loving experience we have entered into to date: How to choose the world of our dreams, despite 'The Powers That Be'.

As I was preparing myself to share this truly powerful and loving experience with you I took a walk down on our golden beach. The light seemed to be even brighter than usual, even in this our November time.

And as I thrilled and pirouetted in absolute joy I heard my Soul say, "We are dreaming a new world into existence." And as if to echo my soul's rejoicing a beautiful rainbow appeared washing the sands and me in rainbow light. John saw it too from our home and took this photo of it! You can actually see the colours reflected on the wet sand!

Enjoy and be empowered by my video:

I will be delving more deeply into this subject on my Spirit Talk Radio show today (which can also be listened to/downloaded later at any time). Please do join me, and call in if you'd like to share or discuss - that would be wonderful (for full details on HOW click Here )

Comments can be put on the comment link on the bottom of this blog or at YouTube - Click Here (where you can also put your own 'Star rating' vote ! )

All my Love
Leela
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How to turn your Crisis into Joy

2008-11-02T10:40:00.012Z

Hello

I received a heartfelt email from a friend asking what to do about their current financial crisis and I have made a video blog to share the answer with you too (in 2 parts due to YouTube's 10 minute restriction)

Part 2:

This is a new venture for me; I hope to do more of these - I spend a lot of time on individual responses to people and thought how good it might be to make them more widely available.

Comments can be put on the comment link on the bottom of this blog or at YouTube (where you can also put your own 'Star rating' vote ! ) Click Here for Part 1 (and Here for 2)

Lots of Love
Leela
PS PLEASE NOTE - this was the subject of my Episode 07, which you can listen to below:
Spirit Talk Radio Show - Sundays 5pm UK time (12 noon EST) (1 hour earlier in winter!)
Next show airs: (time shown is YOUR local time!)

I do hope you will join in, there's detailed guidance on my website at:
loveandinsight.com/show

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How to use Oct 14 'prediction' to catalyse us into Unconditional Love

2008-10-23T17:10:00.011Z

Hello dear Friend,

In this video I invite you to join me in using the wave of energy catalysed by Blossom's October 14th prediction for going into more and love with ourselves, each other and our world.

All my love,
Leela

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KeysofAscension.com (FREE Personal Ascension video and attunement!)

Love Invocation: A song for You, Blossom and our Humanity

2008-10-19T11:36:00.009Z

Hello Dear Hearts,

I am so ecstatic and joyous to share with you below a video song I have created, born from the myriad emotions I am feeling in our world that have been catalysed by Blossom Goodchild's mass UFO sighting prediction that didn't come to pass. I feel so much sadness, disappointment and anger in our world and -I feel love and joy too.

Out this cauldron of negativity (and positivity) I feel there's a wave of love going through our world carrying more and more people on the momentum of breaking their hearts open into more light. I feel so much love and compassion for our humanity's commitment to be all that we can be.

And so I am spurred to uplift the energy: I have created a love song for you, Blossom and our humanity...

So, here is my response to Blossom Goodchild's October 16th updates video.

It comes from my heart to yours, and I feel your love too...

If you would like to leave share your own response to this wave of Love, please do either click on Comments on bottom of this blog or add to the many wonderful comments I've already received on the copy on YouTube !

I love you so much,

Leela

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A Love Invocation for our Humanity

2008-10-17T20:53:00.008Z

The last few days of the whole October 14th UFO prediction event has become an unprecedented worldwide internet phenomenon. And the lack of appearance of any massive UFO for 3 days has provoked such extreme reactions and confusions in so many people that I've certainly not encountered before. I wanted to express my feelings about this:

As I connect with you right now, I feel such fragility, openness and purity within us all which has been catalysed over the last few days.

I want to enfold you in my arms and soothe the confusion.

I feel the rawness, openness and fragility of us - I feel your purity.

And as I feel these things, I feel bowed by an overwhelming love for our humanity and I feel struck by utter, utter compassion -- despite much anger 'out there'.

I find myself asking, "How can we best serve those who feel anger and disappointment?"

And I hear our soul whispering in the wind, "By allowing yourself to feel what our soul is guiding us into in this moment." I listen deeply, and for me it is the fragility, the purity, the openness of being and, most of all, the unconditional love compounded by waves of deep, deep compassion.

And so I breathe deeply and drink copiously of the streams of love and light that are betwixt us and between us.

And I find our soul returning and whispering on a wave of light, "As you allow yourself to feel our purity, our openness and our fragility, allow it to wash through you into deep, deep unconditional love and you will always find yourself automatically 'doing' and expressing what will best serve our humanity."

And I rejoice and feel without resistance the wave of our overwhelming emotions - breaking us, taking us, opening us into more and more love.

And on the next wave of ecstasy, I find myself crying with joy, "I love you utterly and profoundly."

I carry you in my heart always, as an emblem to our joy....

Leela...

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October 14th and beyond - the next level from galactic

2008-10-13T19:02:00.011Z

Hello again
Here is the second part of my video blog on Oct 14th UFO prediction and taking it to the next level (also on YouTube):

All my love
Leela

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Preparing for Oct 14th Contact - The Video!

2008-10-10T18:26:00.016Z

Dear Friends,

In this video I both channel and share a deeper perspective on the how we are creating our October 14th reality as we go! Many people have expressed fear and uncertainty as they have read some sources about this, but really, there's nothing to fear when you appreciate the love and support we all have. It's so wonderful to share it (it's had 1,000 YouTube views in the first 12 hours!)...

You can also read many comments on the YouTube page: Click Here

Please share this with everyone!
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All my love

Leela

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Preparing for Contact - October 14th

2008-10-04T17:25:00.013Z

Hello dear One,

You may have heard a lot of chatter about the possible appearance of a mass UFO sighting over major cities around our world on October 14th.

I would love to take this opportunity to share with you what I feel in my heart about what is going on and you can then check within yourself and your own truth on the matter...

In summary, you will see what you truly want to see and feel it deeply conducive to your own personal growth and spiritual evolution right now.

Here is a message I channeled from The Founders (thought to be responsible for architecting our Galaxy!)

"There will be no one fixed event but a myriad of different reality experiences according to what each of you really want for yourselves and your world. This includes BOTH the possibilities (amongst many) of experiencing the version of you that believes that it is all a hoax and nothing happens, as well as the version of you that really DOES experience the effect of a mass UFO sighting. This, our loving guidance, is to help you into choosing the actual version of events that BEST suits you - and you alone.

"You are entering a portal to the next bandwidth of yourself where you will start to perceive for yourself that there is not one universe or scenario of events but literally an outpouring from your being of the version of your world that you wish to create and it will have your unique stamp on it!

"You are coming into your power and recognising that you are each your own saviour and that don't need someone else to come and save you! And we of the Galactic Federation certainly do not want to foster the idea that you need saving!

"For this reason, it could even be detrimental to your own self-empowerment and growth to have the overwhelming effects of a mass UFO sighting.

"Some of you have no need to experience this type of grand gesture and verification of the existence of other life forms and civilisations because you already know they exist, for some of you have been contacted personally and directly.

"Others have already made contact and had interactions with your space brothers and sisters in your dreams or deep meditative state when the barriers to perceiving and receiving information from other dimensional aspects of yourselves are down and you feel safe in this state.

"Many of you have even met your own counterparts or future selves in dreams and get the feeling of intense familiarity vibes of friends or family around you. And some of you have met up with your hybrid children too!

"To expand: the reason there has not been a mass sighting yet is because we would not want to impose such an overwhelming presence upon the whole of your world.

"As some of you may know, being in the presence of a high energy body will naturally cause you to resonate yourself with that frequency. And thus there would be an overwhelming effect energetically if one our 'City Of Light' star ships were to appear to you at such a close range, and so we have kept ourselves just outside your density of perception.

"And that is just seeing us in the sky! If you were to actually have physical face-to-face contact with us it would be like standing next to a furnace of light; the intensity of purity of beingness would reveal everything to you that you have held under wraps or concealed in your subconscious. It would provoke your shadow side (which you are integrating at your own pace) to come rising to the surface all at once in a rush and could cause you to go into psychotic breakdown. We would not want to impose that on you, just as you would not want that for yourself. We desire, as you desire, to be as equals to us before we make physical contact.

"So, it is not in our own interests, just as it is not in yours, to put such an imposition on you at this time. You are already preparing for such contact in a way that is empowering for each of you, so that you can meet us on equal terms...

"In addition, to be in such close proximity of a higher frequency modulation would for many of you generate a lot of fear, as you find yourself immersed in a higher frequency field of energy and that would cause a catalytic shock as all your primal fears lock on. You would feel you are losing your reality and control, and that could create nightmares in your being.

"And so this is why not everyone can or wants to 'see' a UFO at such close proximity and with the energetic implications of a 'City Of Light' coming so close into your density. To take it to a greater degree, not everyone would want to meet their extraterrestrial counterpart ... and so, you attract to you what you are wanting and ready to perceive at this time, for your OWN spiritual and human evolution.

"The safety valve is that we are here with you right now, but in a higher dimensional frequency bandwidth of experience. If you were to really see our craft the way they actually are, they would appear as a flash of light or ball of light.

"You created this safety valve inside you so that you would not perceive us until you are ready. And we know that many of you have already seen us in the skies as such because you have raised your frequency, your light to meet us half way.

"We have de-accelerated our frequency on occasion to make us more physical to your 3D reality density in order to make a point that we are here, as and when you have asked us individually and when it serves a group of people.

"We have decreased and de-accelerated our energy field to make a physical appearance to certain groups of individuals who were in agreement to such an occurrence.

"However, it is very uncomfortable for us to reduce our frequency too far towards your 3D density. More importantly, you have been wanting to raise your energy up to meet US. You wish to be and live as more of your true self including the beginning of integrating with your other-dimensional selves and experiences to enable you to ascend to being the most true, free, blazing spirit of yourself right here on your Earth, which is also ascending.

"As you shift and raise your frequency to meet us on equal terms you will know for sure that your Earth is intimately bonded to you and thus she shifts her frequency with you into the version of your world you have always wished to dream into being from the beginning.

"Many of you are preparing for contact; many of you have been in contact with us for years and in other timeframes of yourselves. And in your dreaming and meditative states we have been whispering to you, loving and supporting you to be and embrace all that you are in rhapsody and light.

"Just carry on being the true light of yourself, holding the joy, peace and love no matter the storms around you. For you are indeed ascending into being your true vibrant awesome radiant Selves, as you allow the shift into all that you are. By being in your light, joy, love, peace and the lightness of laughter your version of Earth will literally move with you.

"Because your Earth (as your extension) cannot but reflect the light that you already are. We and your higher aspects are taking an active part in your own evolution and Ascension as you allow yourself to be open to all aspects of yourselves and channel the influences of higher dimensional bandwidths of yourselves, integrating 4th, 5th and 6th dimensional frequencies, as well as, for example, the Sirian, Pleaidian and Arcturian aspects of yourselves that are coming to you now via 'Star gate Six' (NB. this is not a physical phenomenon but an energetic belt and portal in your own consciousness becoming accessible now that you are expanding at this time).

"And so you are saving and helping yourselves.

"And we are so very proud of you; you are on time!

"All dimensions are starting to blend.

"We love you -

"Exaltations Friends!"

The Founders

So, you see, I believe we are at a zero hour that opens the gateway to being our beingness, to radiating our infinity of expression in love, light and freedom.

What will actually happen is that we will each create the version of Earth that we wish to create: what we create is what we project from the totality of our being reflecting how we live and feel about ourselves and the quality of our relationship to ourselves.

Our essential being, the purity of our beingness, will be reflected in the Earth we create. We are literally each our own universes and yet intricately bonded to each other as the One being that we are - and so not alone.

Thus we will create a version of our Earth that we wish to live in, with the appearance of all those other aspects of ourselves who appear to have made a similar choice.

At the same time, other versions of ourselves create various other alternate parallel reality tracks, according to what they are wanting to perceive and experience, albeit hidden from our immediate awareness. In this way, we get to experience and enjoy our reality that we have created without distraction. Each one of us will get the version of our Earth literally of our own thoughts, beliefs and aspirations.

So, I am suggesting to you that all outcomes are possible for you... and for me, independently. What a paradox!

And we can go kicking and screaming and fighting our change, or we can surrender to our natural inclination to be all that we are in love, light and ecstasy, and so allow ourselves to be who we really are and live that version of ourselves right now.

We are our own governments, we are our own military. We are each healing and integrating not only on a personal level but also as reflected on our own global level.

We are literally our own world among worlds.

Leela

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My Excursion with Extra-Terrestrials

2008-09-23T10:12:00.026Z

Dear Friend,

I will never forget my journey to the Andromeda Galaxy. It left a mark on my being that pierced my heart and changed my life forever; it opened me to my life's promise and how I was bound up with the destiny of our Earth.

My story I'm about to share with you in detail may sound like Science Fiction, but it's all Psychic Fact! I can assure you that it's as real to me as your everyday experience of our world.

It was about 3 am in the morning when I was awakened by a deep, heart-pulsing whirling sound that sent revolving reverberations through my body and, as I opened my eyes, I gasped: at the foot of my bed were spiralling balls of light moving up and down in an oscillating fashion, rather like a cork screw effect...

I was not scared! No, on the contrary, I felt a strong familiarity of family: the familiar vibe of my friends.

Telepathically, I heard the balls of light speak, "We have come to take you to the Andromeda Galaxy, as agreed; it is time."

The impact of their words evoked a remembrance in me; it brought it all back in a rush. I had a vivid flashback of having lived in such a place, standing on a sandy plain, the sun blazing behind me and the trees highlighted by the rosy orange skyline, their arching branches not unlike our Joshua trees. There were two suns... with one slightly smaller and behind the larger, more dominant sun. I was clearly on another planet and it felt like a higher dimensional plane - much more fluid and shimmering in its physical appearance than ours.

I recalled having made an agreement with the Andromedians to reconnect and visit at a specific time as part of my role to aid and assist our Earth into the 4th and 5th Dimension.

And this was my wake up call.

Here I was, lying wide awake and struck with the familiarity of it all, even with the accompanying high frequency vibrations coursing through my veins. At the same time I chose to rise up without a second thought and they proceeded to take my hand in their to help me up - though they didn't really have hands, it was more in the sense of an empathetic gesture as I sank my hand into the semblance of theirs in deep trust...

As we disappeared through the wall together I was aware that I had left a version of me lying on my bed on my back watching this other version of me go off with them out into the night to venture into a small craft about the size of a snow mobile awaiting our presence and suspended midair just outside our hut.

As we all boarded I felt the craft flex to accommodate us and I snuggled up to my brothers in cosy delight. I felt both safe in their presence and at the same time deeply excited.

The smooth, svelte snow mobile type of craft was almost silent as it rose gracefully into the air and sped off into the darkened skies to meet the mother craft stationed in deep space.

On the way we raced through the planets, flying past the beautiful pink of Venus twinkling in the velvety blue of outer space light and then I saw her, the mother ship, a splendid creation suspended in space like a city of light: glistening, vibrating and oscillating. She appeared to be made of liquid metal and seemed to be alive and ever so slightly changing her shape as you looked at her. It reminded me of a pair of lungs moving and still, imperceptively changing shape. As to the colour of the ship, well.... it appeared to be iridescent hues of copper, silver and blue!

I had the distinct feeling that she was welcoming my presence.

We seemed to move from our small craft into the mother ship by diffusion and at the same time a hatch door opened and we found ourselves on what looked like a runway inside the ship edged with little blue lights, not unlike a fashion show catwalk.

As we glided down it, I felt like I was moving without effort, as if I were on a conveyor belt and there was this whooshing, whirling sound coming from the heart of the craft.

I found myself being entranced by the décor of the ship. I loved the fact that there was a complete absence of sharp or angular lines; the architecture of the space was smooth and curvy with a spiral design at its core.

And I loved the fact that the ship was so perfectly warm; as you walked the craft would monitor your temperature and adjust it to suit you!

I found myself being led into a small room with no furniture apart from a type of glass-like coffin pod and beheld the amazing countenance of a tall wise Grey (from an advanced faction of the Zeti Reticula ETs), about seven foot high.

I was not at all freaked out; on the contrary I instantly trusted this being as compassion and gentleness seemed to emanate from his venerable being. I knew that goodness was his soul vibration and he could never even conceive of hurting another.

He took my hand in his hand. It was gnarled like the bark of an oak tree, yet so translucent you could almost see through to his veins; his skin like alabaster.

I fell deeply into his trust and lay back in this pod. The glass top came over and clicked softly into place and then I felt I was being scanned with gentle light in rainbow colour pulses.

I caught my breath: to my surprise I saw a version of me being replicated in another pod next to mine.

"I will take care of you," the tall Grey whispered telepathically, sending waves of compassion and love to soak my body. "We are going to make a clone version of you so that you can travel to the Andromeda galaxy unharmed."

"We need to do this, for if you went unprotected in your present physical state you would haemorrhage."

And so, as I lay there in my glass coffin tube, layers of light began to play over my skin and deep within me too. At the same time I had the distinct awareness that there was still a version of me back in my bed 'dreaming' all of this and yet fully awake too.

The compassionate Grey appeared to be watching and monitoring me carefully, checking my heartbeat and blood changes, etc. as I went through the duplication process. It didn't hurt at all, but was, in fact, very pleasurable; I felt I was being bathed in sunlight.

Then I saw myself as the cloned version of me getting up and being escorted by the balls of light to another door.

What I saw next stunned me; I was dazzled in delight and wonderment. Automatic doors opened to reveal a star ship contained within this one, unlike any I had ever seen before.

This one was a shimmering light and had a dodecahedron geometric pattern, composed of a twelve pointed star, oscillating and vibrating. As I watched it, it kept changing its shape into other geometric configurations and patterning, all accompanied by a deep vibrating hum that caused me to vibrate into ecstasy.

And as I vibrated in this ecstasy I could hear tones, similar to musical notes, coursing through me as they coursed through the extra-terrestrials as we fine tuned and shaped the configuration of the ship's domain and set its destination.

I gasped as I realised that I was one of them. I was - they were - one with the ship's consciousness. I felt and knew that the ship was an extension of ourselves and intricately bonded to us.

We were truly one: a living, breathing mer-ka-ba energy body of consciousness...

Then another resounding memory hit me, we actually don't 'travel' as such in their ships; we adjust our own and their ship's frequency to the coordinates and frequency of where we want to be and then find ourselves instantly re-located through resonance.

And so together, as one being including the craft, we rose in our frequency, like a soaring anthem of love, light and ecstasy as we set our energy to Andromeda. I felt I was spinning like a top as we merged with the craft and Andromeda itself and we became liquid light on fast-forward!

Accompanied by a very high pitched whistling, we appeared to vibrate faster and faster, setting our intent for the resonant frequency of our destination planet in the Andromeda Galaxy and... we suddenly were 'there' in what felt like a few seconds.

I could feel that the craft had indeed become more 'solidified' again as we stepped out onto a sandy plateau, my ears ringing and slightly disorientated from the translocation. We were met by a glorious expansive rocky landscape with a haunting scent of pine lingering in the air, reminiscent of the ethereal realm of perfect beauty and vivid presence that Jody Foster 'went' to in the film Contact.

We beheld beautiful towering purple mountains kissing a pink orange sky. The air felt very rarefied. I sensed the oxygen content to be much richer than Earth, but I got used to it very quickly and drank it in deeply. As I contemplated this weird and wonderful place I found myself in I saw deep valleys and plains that appeared to stretch forever and exude an orange glow about them, rather like looking through tinted sunglasses.

I was then greeted by some amazing beings who I cannot even attempt to ascribe an appearance to, for they kept shifting their form as they talked to me.

I found myself laughing out loud! I realised that they had this amazing ability to change their physical appearance to mirror my own thoughts and emotions. I found it fascinating to see my inner vocabulary played out in the physical appearance of another; they were indeed master shape-shifters!

I had the distinct feeling that they could see right into my heart, and read my entire thoughts and their perambulations.

I greeted them by crossing my right palm over my heart, accompanied by voicing "Exaltations, Friends!" (I had previous learned that this was the customary galactic greeting!)

A smile broke over their bodies, like the sun coming out, making me feel that the whole planet smiled with them! They were individual but also I was strongly aware that I was in the midst of a very strong group consciousness. It felt totally inviolate: the energy was completely uninvasive, infused with an inbuilt respect, strength and stability.

Then, after a mutual pause they began to speak as one, "We have been monitoring you and planet Earth for years, watching your progress and your desire to re-member and re-engage with your true empowered and naturally ecstatic selves. You have decided to reconnect with your extraterrestrial and other dimensional roots to assist your integration back to your whole Self. We have invited you here because we wanted you to take a message back to Earth - not one that would be transmitted just verbally, but one that would emanate from your frequency and your beingness. And that message being that this time when humans meet us on Earth that they would not treat us as Gods, but as equals.

"We came before with the Sirians to your ancient Egypt and shared wisdom and technology that was expressed in the creation, art and symbology of the pyramids and the Egyptian civilisation, but we were then elevated to Godhood. And this catalysed your descent, due to this artificial separation between your God-Self and your limited self.

"Much time has past in your own growth and ascension, as stirrings and pangs in your being to know who you really are have awoken. You have become hungry for your light again and to know how your true power lies within yourself and to no longer ascribe it to an external symbol or body or another.

"You have done well. You have learnt so much about your own power of creation and its implications. You have become discerning and more self-aware, knowing the true implications of a heart-centred awareness and clarity of intent. Your sub-conscious is no longer hidden to the back of your mind or in myths or concealed in stories, but is all coming out to be healed and integrated. All this is so that you can be all that you are and not a shadow of yourself, becoming fully conscious and to affirm your resplendent choice in the version of Earth you wish to create.

"People of Earth now know it's time to remember their own Godhood.

"You are indeed Gods in creation."

"And you know that your own unique part in this legacy is to help raise the frequency of Earth into the next dimension of itself by helping others raise their frequency to the level of their God-like Stature..."

And so I came to hear and imbibe the message from the stars from Andromeda: that we are indeed Gods-in-Creation and that our promise is being fulfilled: to remember (re-member) our creator-hood and that our entire reality, life, world and universe is created out of our inner utterances and brilliant imagination. We are all One creating our individual and discreet worlds within worlds, a bit like a Russian doll. We are layers within layers of ourselves and yet all here now. The message is to Open your eyes, Open your being and feel all that is entirely obvious to you, which you have hidden within yourself and so cleverly concealed!

And so dear ones, sleep deeply, dream vividly and know without a shadow of doubt that you are your entire living reality-dream including the events that happen to you. Know that it is all a perfect refection of you and that that reflection is entirely unique to each individual. You have your own life theme and what you are wanting to live out, learn and integrate what your greatest aspirations are, and so thread them together to make a purer and purer reflection of your ideal world. You are learning that there is no difference between the imagined and the real. As you allow yourself to be all that you are in your integrity and joy, you will find that your whole world, and all of us around you IN your world, literally moves with you, for it is the body and playground of your consciousness (which is, of course, OUR Consciousness).

Honour and love everything and everyone as your living dream and as your own artistic expression, and you will transform everything into love. We are each Gods Incarnate and in Creation!

And when you do meet your extra-dimensional counterparts - don't forget to treat them as equals in our creation and to greet them, hand on heart, with "Exhalations, Friends!"

Exaltations! Dear friends.

Leela
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When you hit the wall - how to get through the Dark Night of the Soul

2008-09-03T18:03:00.009Z

Hello dear Friend,

There comes a time in our growth and Ascension when we hit what appears to be a wall.

Out of the blue it comes, like the sound of fire doors being slammed shut around you, imprisoning you in a 'grey' room with no windows, no light, no way out! You are left gasping for breath and stunned in bewilderment: you have hit the 'wall'.

This is like a ceiling limit that you are wanting to go through in order to be free of all attachments to your physical reality that have kept you in limitation.

Two weeks ago, when I hit my own dark night of the soul, I felt I was going out of my mind. Everything that I had previously held in store about the nature of my reality appeared to be unravelling fast; this was the most awesomely painful loneliness I have ever experienced. It was accompanied by losing everything in my life that I had believed gave me meaning, value and stability. It felt like the whole framework for my life that had been previously cultivated, perfectly schooled and groomed over the years was disintegrating.

I had to just let go and go and feel my own way through it; there was no way out, all my bridges had been burnt.

There was no one to turn to, only my guides and my trusty gut feeling: my instinct by my side.

When you too, hit this wall, I know that it will be the hardest thing you have ever gone through and, whereas I was on my own, I want you to know that, if you like, I will be with you, holding you in my heart every step of the way.

And so dear one if you find yourself in the dark night of the soul, wrestling in the madness of your own desperate thoughts, do not try and push yourself through it. You need to feel everything. Feel everything... and it will pass.

Even though it will feel like you are going crazy, please be assured that you are not going out of your mind; you are breaking free of the attachments that you have created and that you believe you needed to validate your existence or give you a sense of purpose or meaning in your life.

For me that was a job, a stream of clients and opportunities to assist and support other people. And so I created what I feared the most - the unthinkable: for all those things to be taken away from me that I used to validate or justify my existence.

I had to feel the absolute agony of experiencing the strength of my own ego when divided against myself: falling prey to the belief that I needed a job, clients, even a 'life purpose' for being here, believing that these things gave me value, meaning or validity to my life.

The strength of my will to not let go of all this was creating havoc, like the pain of teeth being extracted ...

I was so stubborn; I wanted to hang on and on to these beliefs. Like a dog with a bone I wouldn't let go. The more I clung onto these ideas that I ought to be trying to make a living, make my life work, get myself out there and so on, the more I created disintegration in my life.

This effort was so obviously not working that the only way was to go with the flow of what I was feeling and to know that, somehow, this was my excitement and joy too.
And that is what I had to go into: I had to feel every last part of it and be broken down by it.

Yes, I needed to be broken and I wept and I surrendered as I was torn asunder.

What I experienced was that you cannot rush this process; you need to allow yourself to feel everything to its raw essence. Let yourself cry; rage is normal, even feeling suicidal is common too. For you are facing everything in your being that you have used to keep yourself subdued and restricted and you're losing those things in your life that you have used as a crutch to give you a sense of stability, security and meaning .

You are going through a process that is cathartic. It feels like you are being stripped of everything. It is like trail by fire and water' combined: everything that you thought you needed to be you is stripped away.

See it as a process of purification and do not resist any emotion that comes up. Feel it, accept it without judgement and follow the flow of your emotions and feelings in your body; it will take you into what you really want.

In fact, know that the greater the degree of despair, the more you need to let go of. For indeed, you are fighting yourself, desperately trying to cling onto anything with the semblance of normality; it feels like you are losing your reality. And you are: the one you previously held onto so dearly and tightly in order to try and maintain control!

The only way out is to embrace the unknown, the instability, the uncertainty as your own flow. Then something amazing starts to happen: as you flow with the uncertainty you become open to the unexpected. And then you really do start moving into the higher realms of living an exuberant and light filled life.

Know that when you're facing this it means you have hit a pinnacle point in your spiritual evolution. Know you will break through the ceiling of your reality as you perceive it now; you will pass right through it all.

It's time to let go. It's time to let go and fly!

As you see all the things in your life fall away from you, know them as your attachments that were like weights to hold you down. And as you let go of these attachments by not resisting or trying to control what is happening you will start to fly.

Bravo, Bravo!

However, as long as you resist this momentum of your life, more and more of your life will break up!

For you are going into a higher frequency now. Just like being a very finely tuned instrument, you need to allow yourself to flow and not to resist whatever is happening - even despair, sadness, and loneliness - just go with that as your flow too. Resistance creates heat in your being; you will burn yourself up, create aches and pains in your body; you will cause things to fall apart as you resist your own momentum.

You are venturing through an asteroid belt of you own making. Stop trying to dodge the asteroids and simply go with the flow; you will be perfectly safe as they slip right on by. You can't stop it now. You have come so far!

One thing that also really helped me when I was at my lowest point was that I asked myself the question: "What do I really want? What could I give myself now, when all external stimuli and support mechanisms have been stripped away?"

And the answer was so clear: to be in my light, ecstasy and joy, to love, to fall deeply in love with the whole of my reality - hook, line and sinker.

And that's what I did!

Looking back I can see how wonderfully my dark night of the soul helped me to lose these things in my life that was distracting me from feeling and getting in touch with every particle of me that wasn't pure, and to help me energetically to the place where I truly wanted to live my life.

And you know what? I feel I have truly broken through, for suddenly, abruptly weird and wonderful things are happening; the main one being that I have lost my driver for the need to earn or be successful, or even have a purpose.

Gosh! I feel such peace!

I have never felt such profound peace. I have lost my old sense of identity - I feel like I am merging and melting into everything. All I know now is that I am, I am, I am!

I am just pure beingness...

It feels amazing! I am so grateful for this experience, "Thank you my Universe, thank you my God, thank you my life! I know I have truly made it. I have hit and entered the pinnacle point in my life where I need nothing to give me permission to be All that I am!"

This is what I have always wanted. It only ever been just a hair's breath away and yet I felt I had to control, manipulate or fix my life just to live, breath and dance in absolute light, splendour and love.

But now I HAVE let go of all that effort and now I am whooshing around in my joy and light.

Hosanna, Hosanna, Hosanna in Excelsis. Literally, I have stripped way the layers of my being that I created to keep me tightly in control. And I am now so very comfortable being in my own skin.

I no longer have to do that much in my life... As I exude my joy and passion without expectation, just for its own sake, as I have really let go of control of my reality, my life is coming towards me. I appear to be attracting what I truly desire in the most amazing unexpected ways. Each day has become a living adventure even in the 'mundane'. Now I play and dance in my love and joy, truly being happy with where I am at and truly being ecstatic with not having to have those things in my life that I thought I needed. I whirl and waltz away my hours sewing, walking, playing, cleaning, musing and writing!

God! I feel like a child!

Now, just when I thought I had hit total acceptance, and in not just passive way but in a totally blindly ecstatic way, the unexpected happens...

I become enveloped in a complete dimensional shift. It feels like when we are in 3rd density we have to work outwards to make things happen, but now in my new dimensional experience things appear to come towards me.

I have this definitive feeling: I am literally living a dream of me; I feel am actually living IN a dream!

This leads me gently by the hand to remember and feel so clearly how I felt when I was living in the star system Arcturus in another 5th dimensional reality life experience, when as an etheric being of light, I only would have to think of something and it would appear! For example, if I wanted to get somewhere, I was already there! (Much like you may have already experienced in a dream)

I feel that the more I let go of controlling my reality the more I am now living as my Arcturian self, right here. It is as if that version of me has become me and is more me and more real than the version of 'me' that I was (prior to my dark night of the soul).

I am being ' me', here now on earth, so utterly, utterly clearly!

I don't have to do much: I think of something, I am in joy and it manifests. It's all become one event without interruption.

I realise that when we 'want' something, we have already created the idea of separation, because we feel we are separate from what we want, and that feeling actually pushes it away...

Making it all one event, by BEING the event or thing I desire means there's no interruption between the desiring, the manifesting and the enjoyment of its experience! And, of course, it usually then manifests in the most unexpected ways!

In this way, openings and opportunities have begun to open up for me in ways that I did not foresee before when I was so locked into the need for things to happen in a certain way.

All this has led me to be in such a place of wonder and ecstasy in this moment...and in this next moment... and this next moment!

I feel I no longer need a label or an identity, such as a spiritual teacher, a healer or even to be known as an Ascension Teacher; for a label would now limit me.

Nor do I need something to happen to make me happy, for as I desire it, I am it.

What this means is that what I truly desire to create, I create and I create for the absolute pleasure and fun of watching the whole process of my creation: from a desire to create 'something', to going into love and resonance with it and imagining its exquisite flowering, and then, with absolutely no effort or even thinking about HOW to create it, it just happens in its own way (thinking about how I could create it seems to stop the process in its tracks!) and I am dazzled in delight by the physical manifestation and flowering of my creation.

You see, it's more this process of going into love that is so thrilling for me and quakes me to the bone, rather than being hooked into the goal of mere manifestation itself; though that's a fun by-product that appears to happen automatically!

Rather, I am simply enjoying being in love with all my creation.

So, out of this place of the dark night of the soul, I seem to have moved into yet another level of me, to the point of being stripped of everything in my life that I thought I needed to be me and make me happy.

As all those things, supports and labels are now taken away; I am left with just 'me': I am all stillness, all quiet, all nothingness, all no-one-thing.

As I feel and explore this feeling with the whole of my being, I feel it utterly to my core. I sense that this Me, this 'substance' of Me I can feel when all is else is 'gone' is not just 'me' the witness of it all, but also that this 'me' really is my entire reality too: my life and my world, even my entire Universe. And as I behold this in awe, I recognise that everything has actually been born out of my imagination and has my own flavour running through it all! I immerse myself in the embrace of: All of This is All Me and that All of Me is All There Is.

This is indeed a place of deep peace, utter beingness and bliss, for there is nowhere I need to go to and there is nothing I need to strive for or attain: I am All there ever was and All there ever will be.

And from that state of everything being All Me and All There Is, I ask myself what I want now? What is my natural impulse?

From somewhere deep inside my core I feel a deep primal desire to love absolutely and unconditionally as my prime motivation: to create and to relate, to go into dynamic relationship with my whole reality, to love, honour and own my entire life experience as Me, to make it all utterly Personal and so discover and enjoy and have fun in learning throughout the unfolding of my creations, to take the leap into viewing my entire reality as my lover and teacher - loving me and supporting me into being more of me.

From that place of loving my entire reality as Me, I come to know and feel the profundity and implications that manifestation is not just a 'thing' that is manifested, but that I am the very thing being manifested, itself!

So, my dark night of my soul has led me to know 'This is All Me', and yet I am still enjoying the exquisite sensation of being IN a physical reality, experiencing the joy of some polarity and a sense of separation that gives me something to play with, to be in relationship with my entire reality as if it were my 'lover' and 'teacher ' and so discover more about me and my own personal reality.

And that, of course, includes you, dear reader, making an 'appearance' in my world with me, in my imagined universe. You, dear one, are born of my desire to know more of me, as I am born out of your imagination and your desire to know more of you. I sense that we are indeed utterly the same One; yet at the same time not only enjoying our own personal realities, but also appearing in each other's too!

Thus, we create relationship with the appearance of each other and 'things' in our reality, in order to savour, grow and enjoy the process of our creation: the joy of creation and the joy of just being, all happening simultaneously!

And the awareness of all this happens with absolutely no effort, but out of my unconditional ecstasy and wonderment that I am, indeed, in Oneness with the wonderment of all creation.

Again, all this has arisen out of the pain, and even despair, of hitting my wall and reaching the ceiling limit of my reality: my dark night of the soul

So, take heart, dear one. If you are going through your dark night of the soul, know that if you allow yourself to move through it without judgement of yourself or trying to control the process, you too can move into the brightest light of you that you can imagine.

This is your greatest moment; even when you feel you are being broken down and you are in the midst of such unquenchable angst know that this is your joy too, your flow and excitement. Know that you have asked for this; be in gratitude for this breaking free of your negative beliefs and attachments. And then you will move into your light...

If you are feeling your own dark night of your soul now, I am so happy for you! For, indeed, you are also at the cusp of your light! This is your sacred moment. This is the moment you have been waiting for!

Leela
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And I saw my Hybrid Children in a field of gold, sprinkled with sunflowers

2008-08-23T07:19:00.012Z

Dear Friend

Do you ever experience moments of unforeseen help and support that appear to come as if from God's hand; that touches your heart and changes you deeply?

Well, just the other day, I had such a euphoric experience. This sacred moment was spurred by a walk in grace and contemplation on the pristine white sands and under the brilliant blue skies of my beloved Cornwall.

I went for a stroll in the sky along the high ridges that run the course between Porth Nanven (just below Cape Cornwall) and Sennen Cove (just around from Lands End) on our beloved South West Coastal Path (click links to see on Google Maps!)

Everything seemed to be bathed in golden light, as though a halo had descended upon the land to the accompaniment of a silence that tingled and permeated through my body in glee, when all at once, my attention was magnetised by a beautiful wheat field with ears of corn dancing in the breeze.

I was caught spellbound, as if in a trance. I could see spirals of energy-like cigar-shaped rings arising and shimmering in the gentle golden afternoon light in the process of materialising into the familiar form of (and I gasped as I saw them)....

...my own 'hybrid children'!

They were waving at me; three of them among the golden wheat spiked with cheeky yellow sunflowers poking their heads high above the corn.

I haven't mentioned 'hybrid' children before, so may I now give just a little background here?

At the level of my higher-self, my 'soul', I have willingly and consciously chosen to experience the joy of participating in the program to create a hybrid species of children, to help us make the transition between this and our next dimension. This program has been planned in an agreement between many of us with our extra-terrestrial counterparts.

My hybrid children are a cross between my 3rd density DNA and that of the Zeta Reticula (commonly called the Greys). Remarkably, this has occurred in my dream time, most often between the hours of 2am and 4am, as I flip my frequency to be in their spacecraft.

Many of us do have these hybrid children, but we are not always aware of it... yet! Our hybrid children exist in a quasi-dimensional state between our 3D physical reality and fourth/fifth density, and their role will to act as a bridge between both realities. They cannot exist here until the frequency of Earth has raised up high enough to support their higher-dimensional, more 'fragile' state, and so their growth and mentoring happens in spacecraft, where I have seen their beautiful faces and watched them with pride

As we raise our own energy up, through our joy, our pure love, we can all see them and feel their presence too; they are just as real as you and me! They are our Offspring - helping, ushering and loving us into the next dimension of ourselves!

So, out of the golden light, oscillating in the golden wheat, firstly as balls of light, and then in shimmering humanoid form, I saw them. And yet I knew somehow that they weren't actually appearing in our physical reality, but that I had raised my frequency into a realm where they could meet me half way, and through the love I have for them, this was an easy gateway to step through !.. .

They were waving to me, smiling among the sunflowers, and they whispered through the corridors of time and space; "Don't give up hope mummy, you are not alone, we are with you, as you prepare for contact [i.e. physical contact with our ET friends and hybrid children]!"

"Hang on in there. We love you and are with you."

I sighed, as I recollected a fond memory of a previous conversation with my guides when they shared that I would recognise my own hybrid children by their 'gift of flowers'.

And so, as they faded from view, I continued, gaily enjoying my daily workout and meditation practice of such an exhilarating walk. I must have walked the equivalent of a reasonable sized mountain; up and down, round and round the rocky paths, scrambling over huge granite rocks that glinted in the sunshine like giant mosaics of tiny scintillating crystals and squeezing through narrow fissures in the rocks, only to be blown away by the sudden, spectacular expanse of turquoise blue ocean lapped by perfectly white crystalline sand; appearing so clean, as if it had been recently hoovered!

So enraptured was I in my walk, that I found myself back at my car in what appeared to be no time at all, when my attention was caught by a beautiful, exquisite, tiny posy of flowers, carefully tucked under the windscreen wipers.

For me, I knew it was a token of their love; a posy of wild flowers tied with string. No note, but then no note was needed; their love was indented upon my heart.

And so dear one, we in are a huge positive energy flow that's occurring here now; many exciting things are happening right now in the unfoldment of our spiritual evolution and our Ascension here on our planet Earth.

Maybe you too have hybrid children, maybe you have already met them in your dream time? We are not alone; we have many helpers, many kind, gentle hands guiding and supporting us in this, the most amazing time of our lives, as we raise our energy up to the next dimension of ourselves and prepare for physical contact with our hybrid children and our Extra-terrestrial counterparts.

Together, our ecstasy and light is mutually assured.

- Exaltations!

Leela

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Just get in your car and drive...

2008-08-09T11:48:00.010Z

Hello dear friend,

I would love to invite you to sit with me and share a few moments of how just going with your flow can open you up to experience a taste of heaven.

For days I have been experiencing more and more love and energy in my life; the ecstasy was increasing and expanding, until I hit an all-time high with the twirls and the thrill of 'spandic' love, singing and coursing through my veins like liquid light.

It was been catalysed by a deep desire and conviction in me to play hookie from the 'oughts', 'shoulds' and 'musts' that can dictate our life and stifle our natural flair for freedom, and to just follow my flow.

Recently, on a fine Cornish summer's day, I felt I 'should' go and drop off more of my leaflets at a local health food store as a means to try and promote my business, but I felt the tugging of my heart to play truant and just get in my car and drive instead.

I didn't know where I was going but somewhere deep inside, despite my carefree attitude or (maybe because of it) I just had to follow my heart and start driving.

So, there I was leaving our home in a cloud of diesel fumes as my faithful old Ford Fiesta chugged and rattled up Headland Road and I bowed my head towards her strong engine and whispered to her, "Take me, take me in the direction of my joy!"
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And so, in a state of joy and curiosity, I found myself up going in the direction of Penzance. However, I felt no desire to stop and curiously found myself on the A3071 road to St Just (near Land's End). And as I weaved through St Just's pretty town square adorned with inviting aromas of pasties, cosy cafes and red geraniums, I felt the strong pull in my being to just keep going!

This seemed rather strange at the time, as I pondered on why I was heading from there down a tiny, windy track to the rugged coast and the ghost-town remains of an old coastal mining village: a tin mine graveyard and a poignant reminder of Cornwall's mining heritage.

As the vista of the infinite expanse of the Atlantic Ocean appeared around a bend, tall, forlorn, statuesque chimney stacks and engine houses appeared, standing proud against the azure blue sky, teetering on the sides of the precipitous cliffs; the hungry waves leaping towards them threatening to engulf them, but they stood unperturbed in glee; a stoic testament to Cornwall's courage and fortitude.

Striking a sculptural pose against the blazing sunlight as it hits the red ore of their masonry; highlighted against the tangled background of prickly gorse and vibrant pink heather.

So, here I was looking for a car park, and yet resolutely not wanting to pay to use the public car park, so I followed my gut feeling and I found myself leaving the beaten track behind me; drawn by a small, inconspicuous weather-beaten sign to Carn Gloose, weaving and bending down this, now, almost ridiculously narrow lane (as you do in Cornwall!) - just following a whim!

Then my world appeared to open up with a gasp of wonder: I was overlooking the expansive panoramic vista of Cape Cornwall.

It took my breath away.

I was caught in the spotlight of a beauty that came to meet me and touched my core like a long lost Love. Such splendour of light and colours bubbling over my senses like heaven's gate chimerically appeared to invite me to step into another dimension.

And so I jauntily pulled on my waking boots (how I love my trusty boots, well worn, dusty and weathered from many a joyful mile), followed the flow of my excitement down the rocky path to the little cove, courted round to the river valley to face the magnificence and splendour of light hitting the waves like diamonds and bouncing off the golden sand, and engaged in a walk of my wildest dreams.

What a feast of delight! Stunningly beautiful steep cliff paths hugging the sky, tumbling waterfalls spilling generously down a beautiful valley cosseted by a kaleidoscope of colours. Ancient ruins adorned with the majesty of ferns like hanging baskets dripping their verdant wares into pools of utterly crystal clear water reflecting the clear skies above.

I decided not to follow the usual coast path, well worn with the pad of many coastal path walkers' feet, but skirted around the edge and to scramble up the steep side. I peered up to the top - it seemed almost vertical - but gallantly I clamoured on seduced by the beautiful, proud granite boulders sprinkled with flecks of quartz glinting at me in the sunshine; beckoning, cajoling me to touch them.

And to my delight, I gasped as I was caught in the spell and splendour of the moment - some of the granite had this gorgeous rosy pink hue, fringed by a carpet of pastel pink sea thrift and intensely blue corn flowers dancing in the breeze.

What a cornucopia of delight! I found myself climbing like a mountain goat: springing and leaping from ledge to ledge up the steep craggy, crumbly path.

Having arrived at the summit only slightly breathless, my exertions were soon forgotten in a haze of joy, as I felt the magnitude of God's love: the beauty was so intense that tears pricked at my eyes... As I began to cry with such joy over this splendour, I began to wonder if I had died. I was a so explosively ecstatic, everything was so picture-perfect and also so overwhelmingly beautiful - I really began to think I had gone to heaven. I really had a moment of being totally unsure as to whether I had actually died, because this seemed too awesome and beyond anything I had ever seen before on Earth... I seriously wondered if I had passed away! I wondered if I should call John , to see if I was still alive......

And I heard my spirit speak from somewhere deep inside, creating a thunderous recognition: "Live your life every day in your joy and ecstasy and just get in your car and drive, or get on your boots and walk." In other words: just go with your flow with no other agenda, other than to be in your natural ecstasy and joy and always be open to an explosive taste of heaven!
"Treat life like that", my spirit continued, "Your higher self, as you, has the view from the mountain top: it can see the most easy, expansive, joyous route for you to get to where you want ....

"Your job is to get in your car and drive, or get on your boots and walk or just go with your flow with where you are at.

"You will blow you mind when you let go of trying to control how to get where you are wanting in life. Just start waking, or driving, or going with your flow. The how and the way will astonish you!"

So here I was, suspended in my heaven here on Earth....

A taste of heaven is only a hair's breadth away when you let go of control and let your reality melt into you and meet you in your heart's centre.

We get ourselves tangled and snared in the banter of our constant limiting thoughts.
Let go of tying to control your reality and your life, as you follow the flow of your true heart's desire and you will find yourself experiencing your taste of heaven in the centre of your being in light!

Love hearing from you, thank you for your wonderful comments...

In the centre of our light,

Leela

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Surfing the wave of fear into our Ecstasy

2008-07-23T05:58:00.005Z

Hello dear One,

Did you know that, like you, I sometimes feel caught in the crossfire of my emotions and begin to have thoughts that threaten to tear at the fabric of my sanctity and tug at my heart with icy fingers?

When I experience fear, such as a situation where there doesn't appear to be a way out, I sit down with it and invite it in with open arms. And without judging myself (this is utterly important) for having fear, or judging the situation as negative- I get curious.

So, I view it as a gift to open up and discover something I didn't know about myself.

Like a child opening up a birthday present I feel a washed in this golden moment of promise as I get down close and personal with beady eyes glistening with my present moment in the form of fear .

And so I feel this fear with open arms and open heart and ask my soul what I should do about this situation.

As I sink into my being and feel my response it is simply: "Do nothing, other than go into your joy!"

I feel the integrity of my answer; taste it, play with it, turn it around from all points of view to admire its façade. - And yes, it feels so right, even if my logical mind is screaming to the contrary: "You are being irresponsible!"

But my Heart is singing: "Do nothing other than go into your joy and from that state of being you will know what to do, when you need to do it.

"Your action will be inspired and carrying the energy of your integrity and so be holistic and joyful in its effect."

So, dear friend, I exhort you to use your fear to break you open to unknown horizons and possibilities beckoning you. And when you feel the fear, raise yourself into the swell of your joy and surf the wave of your ecstasy.

Paddling out into the ocean of your fear, everything feels so tremulous and vast.

"Don't worry," I whisper, "We will surf the waves together; like dolphins."

Just take my hand and let me show you how.

Instantly, there is the joy and surprise of weightlessness, the foetal ease of an aquanaut, We may tumble and crash a little, maybe even get slammed by a big wave as we are left numb and battered, and so you feel out of your depth and possibly out of your mind.

Our fear can be a bit like that: the fear from the threat of full-on disaster, followed by the swell of euphoric bliss, and then back again, as we bounce between the two.

We are living in the moment; navigating our way across the waves enjoying the thrills and spills of our own energy masquerading as our fear and ecstasy.

As we surrender to our wave of fear, without resisting it, but instead going with its momentum, we find that our fear is morphing, incredibly, into an even more intense ecstasy.

And so we end up rolling onto the dazzling sand shrieking in delight, faces smiling widely in rapture.

I am so proud of us, dear heart, for we did not view our fear as negative, but grabbed it with both hands. We simply sat on its wave to ride into the foaming curl and furl of our greatest thrill.

And so, brave heart, we raise our eyes to the spirit of sun, to those who live and die for love; spearheading the star-bright crest to ride on, all the way to kiss the golden sands of our destiny.

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Art of Living in Everyday Ecstasy and Love

2008-07-19T12:53:00.006Z

Hello dear Friend,

Did you know that you can tap into your ecstasy, love and freedom, even if your life's situation is far from ideal?

Oh, dear friend - my love, we are meant to live in ecstasy, joy and love in each and every moment .We are naturally ecstatic beings.

Stay with me in your heart and we will awaken your spark and vibrate so high that we fly above the radar to avoid being affected by our lives' apparent trials and tribulations and yet we will deepen our connection to our beloved Earth and each other.

I am so grateful and I am so blessed to share this moment with you for I have been going through my greatest fears and turning them into my ecstasy, my passion and my very reason for being and sharing here with you now.

Let me hold your hand now and beginning sharing with you some of the tips I've learnt along my way for the art of living; not only in love, but amping up our experience into the realm of ecstasy, which is simply high vibrational love.

For in doing so, you give me the greatest gift of all: the opportunity to share my love and ecstasy with you.

And I do mean 'ecstasy'! And I do mean 'true love'! For, in this age of transformation, of 'ascension' even, I have discovered, as have many of the people I've been helping, that not only are these now possible from time to time, but they are quickly becoming the natural way of being for us, they are becoming the 'new normal'.

So, I'm just letting you know I am here with you now and champing at the bit to share with you some tasty morsels of my experience of how you too, can simply allow yourself now to live in love and your ecstasy, without feeling that you have to wait for your life to change first!

Let's start with the most basic approach - simply giving yourself permission:

Just for today: dream, meditate, muse and allow yourself to play with the idea of giving yourself permission to experience and feel what you truly want, i.e. the essence beyond its physical appearance in your life.

For example, you may feel you want or need more money in your life. But as you explore deeper you may feel that its essence is that you simply want to feel free and completely unrestricted and you think that money is the only means by which you can experience that.

And so now: joyfully amp up the ecstasy and love by allowing yourself to romp and dance in this essence, in your mind and your whole being; let your imagination run wild!

And then, from this essence, sink into your bones and feel in your heart what you truly are and how you wish to live your life.

And then just be that you now.....

You will probably surprise yourself!

Be wild, be you, be free.

Give yourself the gift of your own ecstasy and love.

Leela

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Love Innvocation: You make my day

2008-05-19T11:49:00.004Z

Hello dear friend,

I just want to thank each one you for being here. Yes! I really feel you in the centre of my heart; this wondrous tide of love courses through my veins sending wave upon wave of liquid love to permeate your being as it permeates through me - washes through me as it washes through you.

The rhythm of our love beats to the same one drum; we are galactic beingness and incredibly unique, priceless individuals too - what a feat!

Bathing in our divinity we are both sides of our each one coins: I am both the sovereign ruler of my Realm and the Realm itself; as you are the sovereign ruler in your Realm and your Realm itself too.

Yet, we are also betwixt you and me; joined at the hip and yet pretending to be separate, so that we can really enjoy and explore our individuated creations and be connected in our heats together.

So, we beat to the same one drum, you and I: the ecstatic rhythm of our galactic Self and our personality self; in our apparent play of our polarity.

Living in exaltation, celebration and joy of our natural state of beingness opens the doorway to our exalted Self, which is tightly and wondrously wrapped in ribbons of love.

And I say, "Be brave, be adventurous, be 'wicked' and never, never compromise the flowering of your spirit, for you are the eternal jewel in the crown of your life.

"Your life is the body of your soul - shine brightly, love fiercely and tenderly and, most of all, be your natural free spirited self."

Whatever you emit as your frequency vibration will find its way back to you in the script and screenplay of your life.

Pour your soul into your life shamelessly, without any thought of return. And that unshakeable and unconditional love will enliven the pages of your daily living and wink back to you in your joy.

Thank you for being here with me... The very act of taking this wondrous moment to share my joy with you makes my life priceless and beautiful.

Thank you...

Leela

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Love Invocation: A Love Letter to You

2008-05-09T08:39:00.010Z

Hello Dear Friend,
I have something important to tell you, dear heart: love is who you are; it's the thumbprint of our Soul and the skeletal key of our creation.
Without love there is no life
- without life there is no love.
It is out of the crucible of our love that we create amazing art forms of ourselves as seen in our lives, work and play, and in the eyes of our beloved...
It is out of love that we give birth to ourselves, our dreams and our ecstatic expression.
And without love there is no real connection to each other: you can't feel and express the amazing beauty, depth and light that we are without the fulcrum of love...
Love is the connection that holds it all together.
Love is the path to true Enlightenment; as we shine in our love for ourselves and each other, our lives reflect the light and love of ourselves; for we are Gods in our Creation.

Love well, truly and deeply.

Here is my Love Invocation: A Love Letter for you:

I dreamt of you last night, holding me in your arms; such strength in your arms around me.

I felt the love of nature: powerful, sweet and overwhelming and the voice of your soul urging me, coaxing me and whispering to me gently, "Fall back into love, fall back into yourself."

And now I feel I am opening up to a much greater love than I have ever experienced; a love that knows not of any limitation or judgement. A love that is guaranteed and is unconditional and is free here, now in this splendid moment, and the next and the next - when I allow myself to feel it!

If there was something I could say to you today that would turn your life around, it would be to feel the love that is around you. Use the sun as a reminder of the depth, light and intensity of that undying love and bask in its golden light and radiance.

Go walking in the sunshine and feel the strong arms of love around you. Drum up a beat as you start bouncing to the beat of your soul to the accompaniment of trees whispering your name in the wind; their leaves chattering an encore. See the delicate pastel colours of wild flowers waving their petals in celebration of you.

Enjoy immersing yourself in the carefree vibe of the cosy, comfort of friends and the shrieks of excited laughter of children playing in the playground.

Remember how it is so easy to be in love, when we let go of our fear and be our natural child-like selves.

Go out and play, have some fun in the sun.

Open your heart to love and to the abundance of love that is around you.

Drink it in, fill yourself up, stretch your arms and hug the sky!

Then do a pirouette and bow to the earth.

You can feel it, bathe in it, bask in it and drink it, like nectar to a bee.

We all need to take daily showers in love, sunshine and our radiance.

Feel yourself surrounded by it and rejoice!

I am in love with you,

Leela

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Love invocation: A loving prayer for you carried on the Wind of your Truth

2008-04-24T17:54:00.006Z

I wish the very best for you today: Love, wishes and fulfilment of your most fervent desire.

Know dear heart, that by the very asking of your prayer; it has been answered.

Step into the reverence, gratitude and joy that it is so....

And act as if your wish has been granted....

This is the magic tool for your heart's desire to be mirrored perfectly in your life; for the living of your highest, most joyous prayer is the truest expression of you.

So, this is the secret to your most natural state of being, your purpose and your destiny.
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Welcome to an ecstatic world.

From your greatest fan,

Leela

With my son, Dan, at St Erth Station, Cornwall

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A Monument to You

2008-04-14T12:28:00.007Z

Hello dear friend.

If I were to say to you one thing, then it would how much I love you.

And from where I am standing I am I captivated by your light, I am in awe of you; you are so perfect, precious and beautiful as you are right now.

And there is nothing that you need to do, other than be the unique you.

Your foillibles, obsessions or even your 'failings' are your vein of gold, your sacred gift in disguise…

Turn yourself inside out and you will find yourself face to face with the magnificence of you.

And let's go deeper:

I whisper to you: "Delve deep into the heart of your pain; invite it in and there at the pinnacle of your heartache you will find your salvation."

It was there all along hidden, concealed awaiting your private viewing.

My dearest love, you can let that you out now, the storms of your past have retreated.

And now I want to tell you about your worth:

Your value is YOU. You are worthy of great things as worthiness is your inherent streak.

And I chose today to live my life as a monument to your beautiful nature.

Let go of the barrier that keeps us from love, and sigh and slip beneath the appearance of things.

And so we sigh as we let go of the tension that keeps us apart from knowing the exquisite ecstasy of being; to flow through you as you flow through me in our One Heart's Joy.

And so we slip beneath the appearance of our form and are mesmerized by the dazzling lake of our infinite consciousness.

We move to our pulses; swirling gossamer threads of light weaving our apparent worlds.

From this space of infinite 'no-thing-ness' we feel our pure delight: born of our joy, value and light.

I bow tenderly to touch you and whisper in your ear, "Do not give up on your dream: your dream is who you are, your life and your gift."

Keep walking the life of your dreams.

Ignore appearances to the contrary - ignore the monsters and trolls of your flailing fear.

Just keep on walking, keep focused on the reality you prefer; it's your compass pointing you back to your true north and it’s the way home to you.

And now let me tell you about love,

You are loved beyond compare.

The fact that you exist means that with every breath you take another life is saved and another being touches the light.

The fact that you exist means another human butterfly breaks the chrysalis of their restriction and we all kiss the sky.

When you laugh another Dolphin is born and we all surf the wave of our heady delight.

When you sing….. Wow! Nature responds in rapture and we all rush to meet the sky with renewed vigor to the notes of your fairy music.

Every time you bask in your bliss the sun shines, and lights up my world, as I light yours.

Every time you choose to let go of any idea of yourself that de-values you or curbs your pure spirit… you fall into love, and light up my day.

Every time you smile our world forges new frontiers.

And when you take up the gauntlet of your preferred reality, your living dream, I whoop in delight! I am ecstatically happy. You have chosen to be yourself

Hosanna, Hosanna… Hosanna in Excelsis !

Leela
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Dancing On Air! How to tap into your Natural Ecstasy by Diving into the Unknown

2008-04-02T14:27:00.004Z

Hi dear friend,

Would you love to know a secret about how you can use a dead end in your life to free fall into your ecstasy?

For example, recently we had again reached the end of our resources, with seemingly nowhere to turn, even for basics such as food and heating! And yet, in the midst of my turmoil, I discovered a secret way to use this challenging situation to tap into an immense gift. In fact, I can honestly say, that have never felt so fantastic in my life!

I was, and still am, whirling joyfully through life’s currents and dancing on air.

And, in case you are wondering, I am not on drugs! I am on my own natural Ecstasy!

So, what is this secret?

Well, options seemed to have closed down so much that there was nothing else for me to do but to finally and truly... give up: to surrender and dive into the unknown; to actually make a friend of the uncertain.

I am so grateful for this experience, for it as forced me to go to the cliff edge of my limitations and restrictions and dive off into the uncharted territories of my destiny.

This realm is the playground of the Gods: limitless and pregnant with abundant possibilities and the magic and wonder of the unexplored landscape of our infinite self

And if you, too, are at a dead end point of no-way-out in your life, I want to applaud you and welcome you to this pivot point in your evolution. You are forcing yourself to go to the next level in your life, to step up to the true calibre of your being, and so create a whole new sparkly, dynamic and ecstatic life.

Instead of trying to work out all the answers to your predicament, you may like to allow yourself to dive into the unknown by letting go of any expectation of an outcome. This opens you up to the joy and awesomeness of the moment; thereby freeing you up to be blown away by the unexpected.

This very act of surrendering is not passive. On the contrary, by allowing yourself to surrender you are actively letting go of the limitations that you create in your life and opening up to the possibilities of your infinite God-Self. As a consequence of this act of total surrender... you are caught in the light of your suspended ecstasy and joy... nothing more is needed... you are experiencing ultimate fulfilment.

As you dive off the cliff edge of your current life-as-you-know-it, into the infinite depths of the unknown you may find yourself 'suspended in the air' for a time, as if you are frozen in your fear.

However, if you continue to open up and surrender, something amazing starts to happen. Instead of worrying and wondering about how to fix everything, you find yourself in wonder of the unfolding of it. You feel in wonderment!

Then, as you let go even more, knowing that there is nothing else you can do but surrender, rather than crashing to the ground you start to skydive!

You feel fantastic: untouchable and unstoppable.

You are flying!

And most of all, you finally feel so fabulously free!

This is amazing! The process itself of diving into the unknown has taken you to a state of being in ecstasy as you free fall and skydive through your life. It is a state of enlightened presence and joy that is so complete in its own right, that you no longer have a need for your physical circumstances to change.

However, paradoxically, out of this exquisite lightness of being a doorway opens in your physical reality, opening the possibility of being blown away by the unexpected...

Instead of constantly wondering (and worrying) about what's going to happen, allow yourself to be in wonderment of the unexpected (and probably unpredictable) unfoldment moment by moment of your life.

And by the way, this is exactly what happened to me, in the form of the loving kindness of a friend who unexpectedly gave us a loan; enabling us, for the time being, to continue to be supported in the miraculous unfolding of our lives.

So, yes, this turmoil all feels so good for me! Even though my logical mind has been screaming at me, "You must be nuts!" Even though my life seems to be reflecting hardship, poverty and downright failure in the eyes of my upbringing, I have never been so totally in my ecstasy!

This amazing feeling inside me of such high joy, ecstasy and love cannot be wrong. I feel I am travelling at infinite speeds and, at the same time, I am basking in effervescent joy in my stillness.

And just like a skydiver hurtling through the air at 120 miles an hour can feel motionless in their exhilaration, we too can experience the absolute ecstasy of presence as we course through our lives.

Come on, let’s be like skydivers and freefall through our life and be liberated by constantly diving into the unknown, and being blown away by the unexpected.

And, by the way, you do not have to take it to the extremes that I have in order to experience your natural ecstasy (as a teacher, I love to explore things to their limits!) You can use ANY pivot point (where you cannot work how to get out of your situation) to allow yourself to simply dive into the unknown and experience both the ecstasy of freedom and the excitement of the unexpected

And then maybe you can share your story too?

In our joy,

Leela
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